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Cunanan77

Cunanan77

One of life's tragedies
Aug 2, 2022
27
Hi,

I haven't posted anything since 2022 when i was struggling really bad, i ended up at an asylum for the third time in my life
It wasn't easy, i got hooked on benzos to deal with the anxiety of being around others , after that a group home for another year, still on benzos

It's now 2024 and i've been taking the benzodiazepine pyrazolam 3mg for about a 1.5 years

Now a second struggle and maybe the hardest will begin; which is quitting benzos after more than a year of daily use

I don't feel comfortable in my new setting i hope it get's better, once i'm ready ill begin tapering, which again will be the worst thing i've done yet
 
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Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
244
Good luck with coming off. You have done great getting through the psych admission! I spent alot of time in a couple psych units last year. I'm still on the benzos. But not sure how much longer I will be allowed them. Hope your new setting feels like home soon
 
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