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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
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For a long time I've felt like there is a cold black hole in my chest. And I couldn't figure out why or what to do with it. It seems like I have everything I need, I am fortunately financially ok and I have people around, but there always was something… wrong.

I understood that I have a desperate need for tenderness. I have always been the tough one and most of the times I come across as cold and harsh. But I feel such a strong urge to be loved so so gently. So tenderly and softly as if I could be easily broken, like if i was extremely fragile.

I have a temper and my friends describe me as dominating, but I wish someone could see that I have a great need for care.
 
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