Finding substances to ctb

[northmigration]

hi everyone,

i'm trying to ctb by the end of the month and want to go out with an opioid overdose, since it's the least painful. i live in a big city in the united states so i'm sure they exist here, i just have no idea where to get them. i am out of luck with connections to get anything harder than ketamine. does anybody have any tips for me, please be specific on how to find this stuff. also, if you recommend buying stuff online please direct me to some resources on how to keep myself safe while doing so.

thank you guys <3 my dms are open if anyone wants to talk

 

[Richard Langford]

I pretty much asked the same in the UK. People so "oh its easy on Telegram" but it doesnt look easy. In fact, I have no idea where to start re that.

 

[Jack_Nimble]

From my experiences in the street drug world I feel ya would need a friend who has access already. Trust is essential. Without trust there are incredible dangers.

 

[TennTrixie]

From what I've read, OD is very unreliable. You can end up disabled instead of CTB. I don't have any specific research to point you to, but I have read a lot on it, as well as reading discussions here on SaSu. I certainly don't want to end up disabled, which will be much worse than dead. I tell people death isn't the worst thing that can happen to a person.

 

[Endofpain]

From what I've read, OD is very unreliable. You can end up disabled instead of CTB. I don't have any specific research to point you to, but I have read a lot on it, as well as reading discussions here on SaSu. I certainly don't want to end up disabled, which will be much worse than dead. I tell people death isn't the worst thing that can happen to a person.

People here say that all the time. "OD is unreliable etc etc"
It depends on the substance. If somebody is dumb enough to try to OD on Paracetamol, it will count as an OD and add to the statistics.

If you choose the right substance and route of administation, OD is almost guaranteed to work out. See it this way: Nembutal is just another form of OD.

If somebody manages to IV themselves with 500mg og fentany then there is no way of surviving that...

 

[northmigration]

People here say that all the time. "OD is unreliable etc etc"
It depends on the substance. If somebody is dumb enough to try to OD on Paracetamol, it will count as an OD and add to the statistics.

If you choose the right substance and route of administation, OD is almost guaranteed to work out. See it this way: Nembutal is just another form of OD.

If somebody manages to IV themselves with 500mg og fentany then there is no way of surviving that...

^ i was planning to get my hands on fentanyl

 

[Endofpain]

^ i was planning to get my hands on fentanyl

Me too. I have no idea how to get a relatively pure sample. But at this point I amm willing to go for street fentanyl as long as it does the trick...

 

[Valhala]

People here say that all the time. "OD is unreliable etc etc"
It depends on the substance. If somebody is dumb enough to try to OD on Paracetamol, it will count as an OD and add to the statistics.

If you choose the right substance and route of administation, OD is almost guaranteed to work out. See it this way: Nembutal is just another form of OD.

If somebody manages to IV themselves with 500mg og fentany then there is no way of surviving that...

Yes, but under the condition that Fentanyl is not fake and that it is clean enough, and who "on the street" can guarantee that?

 

[Endofpain]

Yes, but under the condition that Fentanyl is not fake and that it is clean enough, and who "on the street" can guarantee that?

That is correct. You need the analytics to find out the purity.
If somebody is determined, they will find a way to get certain deadly compounds. Some of them are out of reach even for those people (N).

 

[Valhala]

That is correct. You need the analytics to find out the purity.
If somebody is determined, they will find a way to get certain deadly compounds. Some of them are out of reach even for those people (N).

Many members of this forum have even reached N. So, whoever is determined will reach even N.

 

[intheenditdsntmatr]

If I overdose on dilitaziem extended release (4200mg in total) but break up the capsules so it absorbs faster and take lots of losaratan along with lots of alcohol would that lower my heart rate enough to ctb?