Venting Forced Vomiting To Feel Better

[Mx_Pathetic]

I used to make myself vomit in the past so doing it again had no mental effect on me. I've been feeling like I'm going to vomit for the last couple days but haven't actually vomited so I thought fuck it, I'll just make myself vomit so I don't feel sick anymore. So I'm sitting next to the toilet and stuck my fingers down my throat and after a couple successful attempts I thought alright I feel about better. Then I smelt how gross it was and my body naturally started gagging, forcing my body to vomit. Anyway after I finished I went to the bathroom to spit what was left and wash my mouth and hands and I saw blood...first thing I thought was "fuck- you've gotta be kidding me" I'm sitting here 1 hour later and my throat is in agony...I actually can't with my body right now, I'm so sick of how useless and pathetic it is.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I'm sorry. That sounds painful. I hope your systems disappear soon.

 

[Overwhelmed52]

Ooh, I've never been able to make myself vomit, even when I really wanted to. It's like my stomach is 50 feet away or something. Maybe you scratched your throat with your finger? I don't think your body is pathetic at all. I hope you feel better soon. Hugs.

 

[Mx_Pathetic]

Ooh, I've never been able to make myself vomit, even when I really wanted to. It's like my stomach is 50 feet away or something. Maybe you scratched your throat with your finger? I don't think your body is pathetic at all. I hope you feel better soon. Hugs.

Appreciate it a lot. Nah I definitely didn't scratch myself. 1- I always have short finger nails. 2- I barely put my fingers that deep, just touching the end of my tongue makes me gag. I only went a little bit past my uvula too. My throat has been hurting all day so I've tried sleeping most of the time. Drinking KILLS but for some reason eating food doesn't? I seriously don't understand what's up with my body lately. Maybe you don't have a gag reflex?

I'm sorry. That sounds painful. I hope your systems disappear soon.

I hope so too. It honestly hasn't gotten better today which sucks. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

 

[Overwhelmed52]

Appreciate it a lot. Nah I definitely didn't scratch myself. 1- I always have short finger nails. 2- I barely put my fingers that deep, just touching the end of my tongue makes me gag. I only went a little bit past my uvula too. My throat has been hurting all day so I've tried sleeping most of the time. Drinking KILLS but for some reason eating food doesn't? I seriously don't understand what's up with my body lately. Maybe you don't have a gag reflex?

I hope so too. It honestly hasn't gotten better today which sucks. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

I'm glad you're getting some rest. I know it hurts to drink when your throat is sore. I think I have a gag reflex (for example, if I smell something awful) but it usually doesn't make me actually vomit and I've never been able to do it to myself. My body is not what I want it to be for a number of reasons. I think that's probably the case with most people.

 

[CTBsteve]

Chloraseptic is really helpful for the throat pain it's over the counter and meant for general sickness.(sore throat from coughing is the intended use)
There's lozenges that you can suck on and a spray I prefer the spray since it last me longer.
Stay safe and try to take care of yourself dm me if you need anyone to talk to or more help on the topic I'm not super educated but I can share personal experience and advice. You're not pathetic at all you're just struggling and that's okay