found a new reason to go longer

[Rikqkard]

I found a reason to continue on for a few more years, I want to send my friends son to school, I want to leave him something as an uncle if I never have kids since the dating game is so bad these days. If I keep saving at the rate I am and the market continues I'll have enough to send them to a good university in my investment account in about 4 years, even faster if I just stop unnecessary spending, but I won't do that since I am still doing that looking for things that bring me joy. The dating game is still depressing tho, most guys don't even bother with small talk, they just want to use me for my body and most women don't look my way, though that is partially my own fault as I have mostly stopped putting myself out there in person and only recently got in the groove again. I have game in person but only for goofy women lol. It is just difficult when all you want is to be held and they keep constantly wanting sex.

 

[whyyyyyyyy]

Felt. Especially all the dating related stuff hits right home. I've thought about giving my savings to an orphanage or something when I die