blacklemonade
Member
- Jun 22, 2024
- 16
my partner ended the relationship, its been the last drop for me. i cant do life anymore. i finally need to overcome my fear of death.
my family and friends, i dont feel like they actually understand how much im hurting. they keep telling me, its gonna be fine, call me. if you need to talk or if you dont want to be alone. i tried calling them, they dont pick up, no message, nothing. ive felt like a burden before, but its gotten worse. i feel like noone can take it anymore, my sadness, me hurting. i feel like people would feel released not having to deal with me in their life anymore, like my ex partner, now living a happy life.
i wish i wasnt so scared of failing to die and ending in a state without control over my body. i really dont know what to do
my family and friends, i dont feel like they actually understand how much im hurting. they keep telling me, its gonna be fine, call me. if you need to talk or if you dont want to be alone. i tried calling them, they dont pick up, no message, nothing. ive felt like a burden before, but its gotten worse. i feel like noone can take it anymore, my sadness, me hurting. i feel like people would feel released not having to deal with me in their life anymore, like my ex partner, now living a happy life.
i wish i wasnt so scared of failing to die and ending in a state without control over my body. i really dont know what to do