Marz
À PEU PRÈS
- Aug 3, 2018
- 170
i have tried about seven times today. with scarves, rope, and i apmost got there once but i kept crushing my windpipe which made my SI worse. i'm even considering alcohol OD (i know, terrible method but i literally cannot afford anything else). i'm also considering poppy seed tea but i have no antiemetics which worries me. i don't wanna waste the very little bit of money i have in one method that won't work. i'm getting kicked out and it's not certain if i'll be allowed to stay here for another month (which is what N takes to get here) or next week. i'm so angry right now. i know jumping into traffic is one of the worst things one can do but i'm considering it.