
TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
- 2,028
Fuck cold especially. Whenever i get out of the bed i have to freeze to oblivion. i hate to wear 545948549583453 layers of clothes and then feel too warm. you either freeze or get too hot, there's no in between. Last friday I started cleaning 30 mins later because i couldn't stand freezing anymore and had to get under a blanket again. The heaters are fully functioning but I still freeze. My hands are always cold. I have to let the AC on heating mode hours and hours and will probably see an increase to my electricity bill while before i didn't have to pay much.
And then there's snow. Fuck snow. Thankfully it didn't really snow here that much. But first time it did which was last week I almost threw up. Snow makes me more suicidal and depressed than I already am. All of that turns into ice and of course there's the risk of falling and hurting yourself or even break something as if there weren't enough traps like this in life already. I get depressed only at the thought of how the real winter will begin from February onwards.
While this all may seem stupid, winter brings more suffering to me than any other season.
Sorry if this sounds incoherent, I'm pretty lightheaded atm.
And then there's snow. Fuck snow. Thankfully it didn't really snow here that much. But first time it did which was last week I almost threw up. Snow makes me more suicidal and depressed than I already am. All of that turns into ice and of course there's the risk of falling and hurting yourself or even break something as if there weren't enough traps like this in life already. I get depressed only at the thought of how the real winter will begin from February onwards.
While this all may seem stupid, winter brings more suffering to me than any other season.
Sorry if this sounds incoherent, I'm pretty lightheaded atm.