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- Jan 18, 2019
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Posted originally to the chat, but felt it would be better in a thread as this may be a bit too much for a chat discussion.
Genital nullification "nullo" surgery. Removal of one's genitals, just leaving a urethral opening to urinate through.It's something I really want personally. To have the anatomy of a doll and never have sex again or feel any sort of stimulation in that area.
I know part of the reason I consider this stems from personal trauma, another reason being that I can't conceive children due to health problems, making that area worthless in my eyes.
I have done therapy for years regarding trauma and issues pertaining to this, although never coming out and directly saying anything about physical nullification to any therapist or psychiatrist.
Maybe I'm insane. Maybe this thought process is insane.. However it seems relevant to add that it seems like the trans types seem to get free reign to dice up their genitals for their perceived mental dysphoria.. So is this any different? Is this just another form of dysphoria / body dysmorphia? Where do you draw the line with making surgical and body modifications for psychologically motivated reasons?
Help me, please. I need to bounce this off other people. Would nullification be acceptable? Or is this an all round terrible idea?
If anyone out there struggles with anything similar, how do you cope with it?
How should I cope?
It really does trouble me, and has for a long time.
Any and all opinions welcome. Thanks in advance.
Genital nullification "nullo" surgery. Removal of one's genitals, just leaving a urethral opening to urinate through.It's something I really want personally. To have the anatomy of a doll and never have sex again or feel any sort of stimulation in that area.
I know part of the reason I consider this stems from personal trauma, another reason being that I can't conceive children due to health problems, making that area worthless in my eyes.
I have done therapy for years regarding trauma and issues pertaining to this, although never coming out and directly saying anything about physical nullification to any therapist or psychiatrist.
Maybe I'm insane. Maybe this thought process is insane.. However it seems relevant to add that it seems like the trans types seem to get free reign to dice up their genitals for their perceived mental dysphoria.. So is this any different? Is this just another form of dysphoria / body dysmorphia? Where do you draw the line with making surgical and body modifications for psychologically motivated reasons?
Help me, please. I need to bounce this off other people. Would nullification be acceptable? Or is this an all round terrible idea?
If anyone out there struggles with anything similar, how do you cope with it?
How should I cope?
It really does trouble me, and has for a long time.
Any and all opinions welcome. Thanks in advance.