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rachybee
Student
- Dec 8, 2024
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I've started to get high everyday the last couple days to get my mind to shift from my suicidal mind.
But - whilst I am currently / I can't help but think as I can't feel anything this would help with my CTB. Being high.
There are so many options to choose from to do it currently. But I want a definite method not a fk up like I have been.
I've no one to talk too. I did have my cpn but I annoy the fk out of her and I think she's honestly sick of hearing my shit all the time. Ended up hanging up on her today as I could hear she was at home and someone came in and I was worried about speaking how I felt because they'd hear her reaction etc and I just felt self conscious.
Random post sorry
But - whilst I am currently / I can't help but think as I can't feel anything this would help with my CTB. Being high.
There are so many options to choose from to do it currently. But I want a definite method not a fk up like I have been.
I've no one to talk too. I did have my cpn but I annoy the fk out of her and I think she's honestly sick of hearing my shit all the time. Ended up hanging up on her today as I could hear she was at home and someone came in and I was worried about speaking how I felt because they'd hear her reaction etc and I just felt self conscious.
Random post sorry