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I post (probably too much) about both my problems on social media and sometimes here. And it's mostly because I need to get it out. I can't keep the emotions in or they eat away at me even more.

But still every time I realize that not a single person responds or likes or anything like that, I feel more alone than ever. I'm just reminded that nobody cares, not even supposed friends, and that my dumb repetitive bullshit is getting old and I need to get it over with already.

In some way I guess that's a good thing. It makes it just a little bit easier to kill myself to knowing that I'm alone and nobody gives a shit about me and my problems.

Still it is a sinking feeling. It doesn't feel good.

Although, to be fair, as much as I want healing words I'm also not dumb. I realize that in my situation there is probably nothing anyone can say or do to make me feel better or change my mind. Well, except for one person.

It's all frustrating though. You never feel so alone as when you reach out your hand and nobody grabs it.
 
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reclaimedbynature

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Jan 24, 2024
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I'm so sorry OP, I get how you feel about reaching out only to end up feeling more alone. I've just about given up on that because I realize that most people are unable to empathize and even if they did, like you said, they're usually unable to help. Though when it comes to vents I just treat it like I'm screaming into the void. It's just cathartic to be able to organize my thoughts and put it all down somewhere even if no one will see it. When it's a personal journal, there's less of an incentive to be as collected or coherent. On here though, there is some satisfaction when I feel like I managed to successfully get my point across in the way that I had intended.
 
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Untimely

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Apr 21, 2023
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I post (probably too much) about both my problems on social media and sometimes here. And it's mostly because I need to get it out. I can't keep the emotions in or they eat away at me even more.

But still every time I realize that not a single person responds or likes or anything like that, I feel more alone than ever. I'm just reminded that nobody cares, not even supposed friends, and that my dumb repetitive bullshit is getting old and I need to get it over with already.

In some way I guess that's a good thing. It makes it just a little bit easier to kill myself to knowing that I'm alone and nobody gives a shit about me and my problems.

Still it is a sinking feeling. It doesn't feel good.

Although, to be fair, as much as I want healing words I'm also not dumb. I realize that in my situation there is probably nothing anyone can say or do to make me feel better or change my mind. Well, except for one person.

It's all frustrating though. You never feel so alone as when you reach out your hand and nobody grabs it.
I get it. Most people don't really care or if they do care they completely can't help, or make it worse.
 

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