Discussion Give me a recommendation about my last artwork im gonna paint

[obei]

Idk if I should post this here or in off topic so mods move it please if you think its needed to be.

So I wanna paint one last, big picture before I ctb. Ill start it two weeks before, and im not sure about the date yet, so I have some time to think it out.
Do you have any ideas? I can use AI to draw me a reference, so like, you can use prompt words, and ill combine them and make it.
Also dont make it too scary or depressing since my parents are prob gonna find the painting lol, so make it about life, the point of suicide or something like that :)
Thank you.

 

[Doemu]

How the transition from life to death makes You feel free.

I think if it's your art, have to express your feelings.

 

[Widdershins]

Maybe something that expresses feelings that you want to get out and might not be able to otherwise?