Story giving it one last try

[lattebrew]

I'm going to give myself until next Sunday. It's not a long amount of time, but I think it's enough. Starting tomorrow, I'll cut out any "negative" music, I'll try to become closer to my religion, I'll pray more often, try my hardest to block out any negative thoughts, etc. this is my last try at salvation. Best case scenario, I come back Saturday night and I have hope for the future. Worst case scenario, I come back Saturday night with a goodbye message. I don't know how it'll turn out, but I'm willing to give things one last try. God is mighty, right? I pray he has enough strength to share with me. I feel defeated at the moment, and I can't think of a single reason to stay other than the fear of going to hell. I can't live like this forever though. Best of luck to me !

 

[Ethel]

Good luck darling

 

[Davey40210]

Good luck! Hope it works out for you.

 

[BlackEyedDog]

I like what your plan includes and is trying to do.
But I also agree that's not a long amount of time to see the benefits of the plan!