going to ctb tomorrow, should I schedule the police to arrive after I ctb?

[dune7263]

I am actually going to ctb tomorrow, I am so scared but i don't have any other choice

 

[Dot]

Only cncern doin tht = tht u r puttng pressre on urslf 2 follw thru if u chnge ur mnd

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

if you fail, then they will put you in a mental hospital probably, which for many people can make things worse for themselves.
it might benefit some, idk if you would be one to benefit from it...
but they send plenty of sane people to those places just for trying to end their pain

 

[SVEN]

I wouldn't, just in case I changed my mind or things went wrong.

 

[csdfghjjk_user]

I am actually going to ctb tomorrow, I am so scared but i don't have any other choice

May I ask why you feel like you have no other choice? You don't have to answer if you don't want to.

 

[dune7263]

May I ask why you feel like you have no other choice? You don't have to answer if you don't want to.

looks like I am doing it on Saturday as I booked the hotel but basically my ocd flared up again and and just can't handle it