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Hhhhhh

Hhhhhh

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hey y'all. Basically I'm going to be getting MDMA from a trusted source and using it to help my major depression and trauma. I want to keep people on this forum updated because it feels like a lot of people have tried most things to try and heal their mental health and are kind of at a loss (which is where I am also). I've heard lots of good stuff about it and if it works for me maybe it can work for you. I'll keep everyone updated
 
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TheGoodGuy

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Enjoy, it will most likely be the best night of your life especially if you got good company.
 
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Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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hey y'all. Basically I'm going to be getting MDMA from a trusted source and using it to help my major depression and trauma. I want to keep people on this forum updated because it feels like a lot of people have tried most things to try and heal their mental health and are kind of at a loss (which is where I am also). I've heard lots of good stuff about it and if it works for me maybe it can work for you. I'll keep everyone updated

Make sure you get the full benefits ask your trusted source where there are Raves or places where he sells the most pills or powder, so you have similar like minded people taking it with you and you will have a great time.

Cheers Geo
 
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Dec 28, 2019
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hey y'all. Basically I'm going to be getting MDMA from a trusted source and using it to help my major depression and trauma. I want to keep people on this forum updated because it feels like a lot of people have tried most things to try and heal their mental health and are kind of at a loss (which is where I am also). I've heard lots of good stuff about it and if it works for me maybe it can work for you. I'll keep everyone updated
If you can, testing it with a cheap testing kit bought online is recommended, saying that i rarely did and nearly always got mdma. research about dosages etc, i think 150mg is about the max dose for a beginner (depending on its purity). i'd recommend swallowing it in a drink or something, snorting it hits you faster and might be overwhelming for a new user and it doesn't last as long.

i adore mdma, its high is unrivaled imo, but i got addicted to it and it had a major negative impact on my health and life. please use responsibly, space out your use as much as possible, you might be tempted to take it often but don't do this.

it's best taken with others but you can enjoy it alone too, and yes please let us know how you get on!
 
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Hhhhhh

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Jan 30, 2020
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If you can, testing it with a cheap testing kit bought online is recommended, saying that i rarely did and nearly always got mdma. research about dosages etc, i think 150mg is about the max dose for a beginner (depending on its purity). i'd recommend swallowing it in a drink or something, snorting it hits you faster and might be overwhelming for a new user and it doesn't last as long.

i adore mdma, it's high is unrivaled imo, but i got addicted to it and it had a major negative impact on my health and life. please use responsibly, space out your use as much as possible, you might be tempted to take it often but don't do this.

it's best taken with others but you can enjoy it alone too, and yes please let us know how you get on!
yeah im planning to take it responsibly.
 
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yeah im planning to take it responsibly.
good. i wish i knew of the dangers when i started messing with it, i'm sure you'll be fine. Used sensibly it's fantastic, it's in advanced trials for treatment of PTSD and showing promise. For me it completely alleviated any feelings of anxiety, made me clear headed, contented, open to talk and think about things.

I'm not sure it'd be a good long term solution to anything other than PTSD? (I started taking it just for the high after a relationship breakup).
I've read the odd report of a bad experience but they've often taken large doses and/or taken something other than MDMA and/or combined it with other drugs, taking it with some psychoactive prescription drugs can cause bad effects too or make you feel nothing.

I took many many times and never had a bad trip.
 
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Hhhhhh

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good. i wish i knew of the dangers when i started messing with it, i'm sure you'll be fine. Used sensibly it's fantastic, it's in advanced trials for treatment of PTSD and showing promise. For me it completely alleviated any feelings of anxiety, made me clear headed, contented, open to talk and think about things.

I'm not sure it'd be a good long term solution to anything other than PTSD? (I started taking it just for the high after a relationship breakup).
I've read the odd report of a bad experience but they've often taken large doses and/or taken something other than MDMA and/or combined it with other drugs, taking it with some psychoactive prescription drugs can cause bad effects too or make you feel nothing.

I took many many times and never had a bad trip.
I'm planning on just following the MAPS system. No extra doses just three sessions max. Also no mixing because from everything I've read that makes u have bad comedowns. In terms of testing I'm getting my supplier to do that for me. hardest part is getting off my quetiapine.
 
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Dec 28, 2019
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I'm planning on just following the MAPS system. No extra doses just three sessions max. Also no mixing because from everything I've read that makes u have bad comedowns. In terms of testing I'm getting my supplier to do that for me. hardest part is getting off my quetiapine.
What are you taking the quetiapine for (i see you say you have trauma and major depression, i didn't know anti-psychotics were prescribed for that)? Does it help?
 
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Hhhhhh

Hhhhhh

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Jan 30, 2020
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What are you taking the quetiapine for (i see you say you have trauma and major depression, i didn't know anti-psychotics were prescribed for that)? Does it help?
they gave it to me to help me sleep. they give it out for lots of non psychotic stuff
 
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terry_a_davis

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Dec 28, 2019
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they gave it to me to help me sleep. they give it out for lots of non psychotic stuff
Ah ok i didn't know they prescribed them for sleep. Anti-psychotics increased my sleeping time but i sleep ok without them. You sound like you've researched into what you're doing, I hope it goes well for you.
 
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Beautiful_Disgrace

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Mar 8, 2020
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it's molly but not cut wth meth or other bad stuff.
Oh, I didn't know they had a less hard version of Molly. That's good to know because I was scared to try it, sounds like a good alternative.
 
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Hhhhhh

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Jan 30, 2020
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Oh, I didn't know they had a less hard version of Molly. That's good to know because I was scared to try it, sounds like a good alternative.
yeah its hard to get the good stuff but im working on it
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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I absolutely love a dabble in MDMA, good music, interesting company, makes for a brilliant time.
 
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dandan

dandan

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Feb 18, 2019
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I have tried it and yes! It does work for some hours but, you said you are "planning" to take it responsibly, that in my experience, is something no one can commit too, it turns out to be hard to space out the dosis MDMA feels good , then it depletes you neurotransmitters.

In short words, it does feel good but I was not able to keep it for longer than a 3 month period "responsibly" , I have had addiction before and I rather quit before it became a big problem plus I didn't got better.

After you have and take your experience with MDMA, if you feel like trying something else no matter the damage to you, try a dose of Testosterone and Dianabol , for 2 weeks or 3. This "treatment" supervised by medical exams and a doctor has given me 8 full months of recovery. And I'm okay, plus I have reduced my dianabol intake a lot in the last two months and I'm still fine. In the last two months i have only taken like dianabol 15 pills. Dianabol it's a feel good steroid or something like it.

This is my experience, probably only works for me?
 
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