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saturn1402

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
162
I'll keep it simple :)

By tomorrow morning I will ctb.

I am going knowing that I lived a truly amazing life. I loved in ways some search for all their lives.

Some of us were made to feel the world too intensely. We loved harder, hurt deeper — and some part of us stayed in that pain, never quite making it back.

I wish you all the best.

May the world learn to be more gentle with those who feel too much and suffer in silence.

With love,

Yours Saturn 🤍

Remember me with this song.
 
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technicallyAlive

technicallyAlive

Member
Nov 29, 2023
40
I'm sorry for whatever you went through, and you're very strong for making it as far as you did. I wish you good luck on your journeys, and i hope you find peace and tranquillity wherever you end up.❤️
 
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MathConspiracy

MathConspiracy

Trapped in a (prison) cell of organic molecules
Mar 25, 2025
241
The infinite seas are calling, may your sail be full of peace, my friend :heart:
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,995
I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,351
I hope you find peace! Good luck!
 
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Sbetto

Sbetto

√\____/√\___/√\__/√\_/__________Chill guy
Dec 6, 2024
145
I wish you the best
 
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needwaytohell

needwaytohell

Member
Apr 2, 2025
34
Hope it goes well may peace be with you.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,199
May peace be finally yours.
 
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FishRain3469

Member
Mar 12, 2025
96
Angels East, Angels West ; Please Guard and Protect Saturn while they are at Rest. ♥ 🙏
 
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leandra

leandra

Member
Feb 10, 2025
73
Safe travel Saturn! ❤️
 
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dasmurphy

New Member
Mar 19, 2025
3
Goodbye Saturn, best of luck on your journey.
 
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Mary Janex

Mary Janex

Isn't it lovely? all alone
Apr 2, 2025
44
Wish you a peaceful journey and all the best ❤️
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
905
You are the kindest, most empathetic and human person I have met not only on this forum but on the Internet in general, and I have met many, those days when we chatted were beautiful for me and it is as if in a certain sense I had found love in your friendship.

I think I will last a few more days because of my own reasons, until the day I die a piece of my heart will remember you. :heart:

We found love in a hopeless place..
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,470
Go peacefully, find rest, every good wish Saturn.
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Angelic
Oct 6, 2023
140
God speed, Saturn. May you reach the stars.
 
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saturn1402

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
162
Update: I'll have to postpone the ctb date to tomorrow night. Thank you all for your messages.
 
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AllAloneAndSad

Member
Apr 2, 2025
53
I'll keep it simple :)

By tomorrow morning I will ctb.

I am going knowing that I lived a truly amazing life. I loved in ways some search for all their lives.

Some of us were made to feel the world too intensely. We loved harder, hurt deeper — and some part of us stayed in that pain, never quite making it back.

I wish you all the best.

May the world learn to be more gentle with those who feel too much and suffer in silence.

With love,

Yours Saturn 🤍

Remember me with this song.

I loved the song. I hope that you find all the peace that is not in this world.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,904
I wish you the best as well, I hope you find peace.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Wizard
Nov 25, 2024
656
Sending love for when you are ready to depart on your journey Saturn, all the best. Thanks for being here and sharing a bit of yourself with us, may you sleep well and travel safe among the stars. You will be remembered with your song.
 
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
298
A radiant ringed body drifting just beyond reach, beautiful in your gravity, impossible not to notice if you looked up at the right moment.

I hope your leaving is kind. That it feels like slipping through the gas clouds of your namesake. Saturn, the planet of sorrow and structure, ruler of time and endings… fitting, in a way. And now, you return to space on your own terms.

May your next sky be one where intensity is never punished. Where your rings remain unbroken. And where no one has to come back from pain that never let them go.

Travel well.
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

M.A. in Heartbreak and Motorsports
Feb 3, 2025
449
Some of us were made to feel the world too intensely. We loved harder, hurt deeper — and some part of us stayed in that pain, never quite making it back.

I wish you all the best.

May the world learn to be more gentle with those who feel too much and suffer in silence.

With love,

Yours Saturn 🤍

Remember me with this song.


Simple, but just enough for some of us to have a glimpse at your story and your past because we understand exactly how it feels to be a stethoscope in a world of hammers and screaming. Something breaks at some point when you feel this way.

Even your parting wishes are beautiful and one can only hope that you may feel peace, maybe even joy if something exists beyond this plane, the sort of feeling you deserved after loving hard in a hard world.

I'll play that song tonight and tomorrow for you. Safe travels, hope you get a window seat.
 
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physic1st

physic1st

Academic
Feb 18, 2025
17
I'll keep it simple :)

By tomorrow morning I will ctb.

I am going knowing that I lived a truly amazing life. I loved in ways some search for all their lives.

Some of us were made to feel the world too intensely. We loved harder, hurt deeper — and some part of us stayed in that pain, never quite making it back.

I wish you all the best.

May the world learn to be more gentle with those who feel too much and suffer in silence.

With love,

Yours Saturn 🤍

Remember me with this song.

Fire will set ablaze on earth and only then will we learn to get along with one another. I'm sorry you were met with the worst of us, may you find peace either here or on the bus.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,903
I hope you find peace and relief no matter the outcome. we're here for you 💙💙
 
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UnnamedGuy

UnnamedGuy

Listening Ear 4 U
Apr 11, 2025
25
Hi Saturn, I read your post yesterday and I won't lie, it had me tears that I've not experienced since my dad passed away. I even wanted to send you a message on here but I don't know how to do this. If there is any way for you to reach out to me on here, I'd like to chat with you. I understand if you don't wish to chat but know that we're all here to support you, no matter what. If you want to and can reach out to me, please do. I'm interested in hearing your story.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Wizard
Nov 25, 2024
656
Just thinking of you Saturn and sending hugs :heart:
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
905
Penso che in fondo la vita e la morte
Siano due facce della stessa sorte
Ci abituiamo a vederle più spesso
Ma quando è ora soffriamo lo stesso
Io non so se ora ti torno in mente
Se sai volare o non sai proprio niente
Però qui infondo sai sempre qualcosa
Come una foglia che vola leggera
Però non si posa
E non serve più bere e fumare
Io questa notte ti voglio pensare
Con il trucco sbavato sul viso
L'ultima cosa che ho visto è un sorriso
 
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