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luten

work, love, and learn
Feb 25, 2021
507
Time to move on

I am in excruciating physical pain, and I have decided to stop taking opiates in effort to do my work, I am self-employed. Work a few times a week, but even that is difficult with all the symptoms.

Things cannot get much worse than this. My plan is to see to my specialist and discuss the cost of an intraspinal micro-stimulation implant. Also going for dementia screening, it seems like the benzos that I have been taking for 20 years caused severe cognitive damage.

The reason why I am leaving SS ; my life is already filled with negativity, and I dont see it getting any better on here, if I am forced to leave (financial depletion, more things going wrong with my body), I wont announce it on the internet, so there is no point really...


I wish you the best.


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western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
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I always appreciated seeing your posts and will miss participating in your threads. I wish you the best too
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
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Hey Luten, sorry life has been giving you pains and troubles. Always enjoyed your posts in recovery since it breathed a bit of life back into it. Definitely get that dementia screening done, I'm having it done next week. Good luck
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I liked seeing your posts, I'm sorry that life has been so cruel to you. I wish you the best.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I am in excruciating physical pain, and I have decided to stop taking opiates in effort to do my work, I am self-employed. Work a few times a week, but even that is difficult with all the symptoms.

Things cannot get much worse than this. My plan is to see to my specialist and discuss the cost of an intraspinal micro-stimulation implant.

Jesus, this guy is willing to keep fighting no matter how bad his situation gets... :mmm:
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
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I'm so sorry you're going through all this. I hope things get better for you outside this forum.
 
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Alone
Jan 21, 2020
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We'll miss you. Best of luck and I'm sorry things have been so difficult.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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So sorry to have you leave everyone here. I wish you nothing but the best in life and lots of sunny days. Walter
 

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