Story Got my SN today

[crea_the_hopeless]

Not sure if I've used the appropriate prefix. But I received my Tagamet and SN today. The meto is still in the mail but idk if I can wait another week to CTB. Rn I'm eating my potential last meal. Thinking about getting some meclizine from Walgreens and trying my luck with that and weed. Whenever I've felt nauseous in the past weed has always helped. Plus I've read that the meclizine works similarly to the meto. Just not as strong. I know I might be rushing but I'm just so ready to end things. For once in my life I feel I've got the will and necessary tools to do so. I apologize for rambling. I'm just so excited.

 

[Astral316]

I share your excitement and willpower... good luck.

 

[crea_the_hopeless]

Hopefully the weed and wine will calm my inevitable nerves

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

May you find peace.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I felt that I regained control over my life when I got my SN. I felt excited/scared but now I'm relax knowing that I have it on my power.

 

[Time]

Not sure if I've used the appropriate prefix. But I received my Tagamet and SN today. The meto is still in the mail but idk if I can wait another week to CTB. Rn I'm eating my potential last meal. Thinking about getting some meclizine from Walgreens and trying my luck with that and weed. Whenever I've felt nauseous in the past weed has always helped. Plus I've read that the meclizine works similarly to the meto. Just not as strong. I know I might be rushing but I'm just so ready to end things. For once in my life I feel I've got the will and necessary tools to do so. I apologize for rambling. I'm just so excited.

Congratulations, crea. I hope that it works out for you.

 

[jgm63]

If you decide to proceed, then wishing you a safe journey.

 

[reapandsow918]

Wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[mathieu]

I've ordered mine am so excited for it to come, too. I feel like I can't even wait the few days it will take I'm so resolved. I hope you find the peace you're looking for <3

 

[C_F]

I would wait for the Meto if I were you! Peaceful journey to you with whatever you choose to do though

 

[Meant2Die]

Wow you're bold. I have SN and meto, still worried about puking. So here's one more vote for waiting for the meto. If you are so determined now, with the meto you can't fail. Its such a strong medicine, and its just around the corner. Whatever you choose though :)

 

[crea_the_hopeless]

As I started preparing everything for my family to ctb, I'm realizing I need more time to get things together. I wanted to make a journal of all the notes I have, so they can see what I've been going through this past decade. I'm also thinking of doing a website so the journal can be digital. I don't want to rush this. I want this to be good. This is definitely time consuming, but I am happy that I have something to preoccupy me while I wait on my meto.

Thank you all for your input. I really really really appreciate it.

 

[okaoki]

Hope everything goes well Canary

 

[sleepy dog]

Not sure if I've used the appropriate prefix. But I received my Tagamet and SN today. The meto is still in the mail but idk if I can wait another week to CTB. Rn I'm eating my potential last meal. Thinking about getting some meclizine from Walgreens and trying my luck with that and weed. Whenever I've felt nauseous in the past weed has always helped. Plus I've read that the meclizine works similarly to the meto. Just not as strong. I know I might be rushing but I'm just so ready to end things. For once in my life I feel I've got the will and necessary tools to do so. I apologize for rambling. I'm just so excited.

You can go here and search for any drug. https://www.drugbank.ca/
The search results will show. Next to the name click on TARGETS. Look for dopamine receptor. If it shows it look to the right of the word ACTIONS. If it says ANTAGONIST, it is an anti-emetic. If you look at cannabis in this way, you will see it is not a dopamine antagonist.

 

[ValideSultana]

Not sure if I've used the appropriate prefix. But I received my Tagamet and SN today. The meto is still in the mail but idk if I can wait another week to CTB. Rn I'm eating my potential last meal. Thinking about getting some meclizine from Walgreens and trying my luck with that and weed. Whenever I've felt nauseous in the past weed has always helped. Plus I've read that the meclizine works similarly to the meto. Just not as strong. I know I might be rushing but I'm just so ready to end things. For once in my life I feel I've got the will and necessary tools to do so. I apologize for rambling. I'm just so excited.

Can you go and by some Metaclopramide? You should be able to buy it OTC.

 

[Ame]

Can you go and by some Metaclopramide? You should be able to buy it OTC.

In a lot of countries, metoclopramide can only dispensed to those holding a valid prescription issued to them by their doctor. There are some countries (ex: Brazil) where metoclopramide is not restricted and is readily available OTC, but OP seems to be from the USA, where it is not.

 

[ValideSultana]

In a lot of countries, metoclopramide can only dispensed to those holding a valid prescription issued to them by their doctor. There are some countries (ex: Brazil) where metoclopramide is not restricted and is readily available OTC, but OP seems to be from the USA, where it is not.

That's a shame. I can get it OTC in my country.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Peace and kind thoughts.