I am a 21yo female and soon i will have a bachelor in psychology (look at the irony lol). Lost my last job and now it's so hard to keep living, since it was an internship I don't have formal experience and no one wants to hire me, I have to keep applying to shitty jobs and even them don't want me, even though I studied like hell since I was 16. I had abusive parents and I'm scared i'll be drowing in debts and will need to move back with them. I think I'd rather die. I'll have to stop doing therapy because I can't afford it anymore. Last night I dreamed my mother was abusing me and I woke up feeling dirty, terrible, I don't know how I'll look at her now. I've been eating the same food everyday. Every day I think more and more that if I don't find anything, I won't be moving with my parents again, I'm gonna CTB.
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Worndown
Illuminated
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Are there social service agencies near you? Contact them. The one I worked for was open to bringing people on that just graduated and had limited experience.
It is hard work but you gain a lot of experience and get a check.
It can be very rewarding. No matter how crappy our life can be, there are those in worse shape.
It is hard work but you gain a lot of experience and get a check.
It can be very rewarding. No matter how crappy our life can be, there are those in worse shape.
Kimlett
Student
- Jan 7, 2024
- 118
I would like to tell you the same that someone told me in another thread (me being a dietitian with obesity and binge eating disorder): you can be a great therapist because you have the insight that a lot of therapists don't. You know the territory of mental struggles and suicidal thinking first hand. The mental health field needs people like you! I really hope you find something. Good luck.
