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felix

felix

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I'm considering handcuffing myself around a pipe or basement support pole with a bag taped around my head. What bag and tape shud I use? I know it's risky cuz parents are home all the time and they could hear me clanging on the pipe trying to get free and chickening out and yelling. It's just I have no other place to do it. Maybe a tree but then the bag would snag and rip and I'd be stuck handcuffed around the tree.
 
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NoChoice

NoChoice

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Man you're coming up with crazy ideas all the time, which is cool but are you really going to do any of these? Why not just stick with the classic methods if you really wanna ctb? This particular method just sounds like torture in my opinion and even if you go through with it in the end you could run the risk of involuntarily thrashing around smashing your head into anything you could to tear the bag, and of course getting caught. If you could even consider this then something like partial would be no problem, much quicker and easier to setup.
 
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felix

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Jan 25, 2019
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Man you're coming up with crazy ideas all the time, which is cool but are you really going to do any of these? Why not just stick with the classic methods if you really wanna ctb? This particular method just sounds like torture in my opinion and even if you go through with it in the end you could run the risk of involuntarily thrashing around smashing your head into anything you could to tear the bag, and of course getting caught. If you could even consider this then something like partial would be no problem, much quicker and easier to setup.
Prolly won't just really desperate. Imma try full when it warms up just worried I can't pass out and I'd end up paralyzed. I have managed to attempt partial with a noose at the back of neck but couldn't pass out. I now have slipknot tied and padding. Maybe fulls no the best cuz of this? My neck snapping?
 
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NoChoice

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I understand, I'm still worried about brain damage and being paralyzed even though I shouldn't, just can't help it. Good luck.
 
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Man you're coming up with crazy ideas all the time, which is cool but are you really going to do any of these? Why not just stick with the classic methods if you really wanna ctb? This particular method just sounds like torture in my opinion and even if you go through with it in the end you could run the risk of involuntarily thrashing around smashing your head into anything you could to tear the bag, and of course getting caught. If you could even consider this then something like partial would be no problem, much quicker and easier to setup.
What other classic methods are there? I've thought of everything.
 
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Various drug OD, dormant gases, jumping, hanging, firearms etc.
 
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felix

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No place to ju
Various drug OD, dormant gases, jumping, hanging, firearms etc.
No place to jump from around here. My mom does have muscle relaxants and I cud get s bunch of high proof liquor and pass out in a spillway of a dam
 
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NoChoice

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What is your issue with partial again? It seems like it would be very doable for someone as desperate as you seem, I'm getting to the point where I know I can go through with it.
 
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Various drug OD, dormant gases, jumping, hanging, firearms etc.
Scared of everything heights, the dark, water, d
What is your issue with partial again? It seems like it would be very doable for someone as desperate as you seem, I'm getting to the point where I know I can go through with it.
I was using a noose toward the top back of neck and my feet were on the floor while I was squatting. I couldn't pass out and my head felt as though it would explode
 
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NoChoice

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I am scared of everything too, I don't think I could do full suspension. You've seen the image in the hanging megathread right? They recommend not full suspension and not squatting too much, but something in between either pushing your legs straight out in front of you or legs barely touching floor, I would make sure to have the right height for this.
 
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I'm considering handcuffing myself around a pipe or basement support pole with a bag taped around my head. What bag and tape shud I use? I know it's risky cuz parents are home all the time and they could hear me clanging on the pipe trying to get free and chickening out and yelling. It's just I have no other place to do it. Maybe a tree but then the bag would snag and rip and I'd be stuck handcuffed around the tree.
Please. Don't do this. I tried it. It is very painful, slow and scary. Hanging is more better, because blackout will come much earlier. You will be unconsciousness. With a plastic bag you will die slowly, with consciousness and in strong panic. If you want use a plastic bag, only with a inert gas, it is faster and painless.
 
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Scared of everything heights, the dark, water, d

I was using a noose toward the top back of neck and my feet were on the floor while I was squatting
Please. Don't do this. I tried it. It is very painful, slow and scary. Hanging is more better, because blackout will come much earlier. You will be unconsciousness. With a plastic bag you will die slowly, with consciousness and in strong panic. If you want use a plastic bag, only with a inert gas, it is faster and painless.
howd u survive?
 
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If you want use a plastic bag, use helium, N, butan or others inert gases. It should be more merciful. CO2 stimulates panic.
 
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Jiva has really good advice here. I believe that COtriggers the hypercapnic response thus forcing the body to go into SI mode and try to free up which in turns causes more discomfort.
 
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I'd sooner wait until the weather is better, fastenf weights on my feet, and enter non-salt water.
It's wat I was thinking. Imma have to steal a kayak tho from one of my neighbors in the middle or night and stash it with the weights and go out the next day
 
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Don't get caught!
I prolly will that's why I think I shouldn't. It's why I wished I would have done it when I had a vehicle and money. My life was going too good and I didn't feel the urge to do it. Now that everything has fallen apart I don't have the means to unless I wanna risk jail time.
 
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Can't you get those Velcro weights ppl use when they're running. Fasten them via Velcro and secure them in place with heavy duty zipties? Without the neighbor's kayak? Ppl. have done this with rocks in their pockets.
No cuz I need to be in the deepest part of the lake
 
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No, you don't. If you're hellbent on that, walk the swim out. Get creative
It's not gonna happen anyway. Ppl will see me. But if I'm in a kayak I cud be by the trees where no one see me. There's trees sticking out the water in the middle of the lake. Anyone on shore wouldn't have time to rescue me. And I cud look for any boats around me.
 
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I prolly will that's why I think I shouldn't. It's why I wished I would have done it when I had a vehicle and money. My life was going too good and I didn't feel the urge to do it. Now that everything has fallen apart I don't have the means to unless I wanna risk jail time.

I've read a lot of your posts on the forum, and your thoughts seem to be all over the place. You don't seem to have access to many methods, just like me. Perhaps you should look into hanging again? Different belt, buckle under left ear.
 
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I've read a lot of your posts on the forum, and your thoughts seem to be all over the place. You don't seem to have access to many methods, just like me. Perhaps you should look into hanging again? Different belt, buckle under left ear.
I am and I think I'll try it. My minds just been all over the place since I tried to hang. This forum is just one little comfort for me. I already have a rope tied in a slipknot and padding.
 
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