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lessthanperfect

Student
Mar 30, 2023
132
If I listen to music about sunshine and rainbows, I stay sad. If I listen to words about depression and suicide, I somehow start feeling better.

I think it might be just relating to someone and I don't relate to the people who are happy all the time. Has anyone else noticed this?
 
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lostforever77

Student
Dec 13, 2023
100
I am close to that. The music I am listenting to has to match my mood. If I am really sad, and I hear happy music, I am offended. I know that sounds stupid but yea.
 
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lessthanperfect

Student
Mar 30, 2023
132
It's exactly the same for me. When I'm feeling terrible and I hear happy songs my brain interjects with things like "not everyone has that opportunity" or "lucky you" or just annoyed because it's unrealistic (for me).
 
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J&L383

Warlock
Jul 18, 2023
704
Yes, listening to sad music makes me happy. I guess being connected to the sadness in the world makes me feel human.
 
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river

Member
Nov 7, 2023
21
same here, which is why i have specific playlists for specific moods including what i call my 'depression playlist' :p
 

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