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Everglow

Everglow

Everglow
Mar 31, 2018
33
don't you just fucking hate being awake? I know I'm in a mood but in general also I just can't stand being awake....

:(
 
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ImNotBatman

ImNotBatman

Student
May 9, 2018
133
I used to want to be awake all the time. Now I'm like "what can I get away with just sleeping through today?"
 
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Everglow

Everglow

Everglow
Mar 31, 2018
33
Is there a way for me to delete this post just realized my spelling in the title... lol
 
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ImNotBatman

ImNotBatman

Student
May 9, 2018
133
Uhhhhhhh.....I have no idea. Lol. I dont think so.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,034
Sleeping is so, so, so good.
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
When I fall asleep is the only good moment of the day. Bad thing I have sleeping problems.
 
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goggleboxers

Student
May 24, 2018
144
Yes agree with this sentiment ... the hope is that I die in my sleep one night but I'm early 40s and my chances are slim waking is the killer it's kike no not again
 
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Tiredman

Tiredman

Rest is best
Apr 30, 2018
228
I used to be able to sleep 12 hours if I wasnt bothered and I loved it. Now I cant sleep for more than 3 hours before having to use the washroom because of my kidney problems...
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
If I could sleep my whole life away I would. I quit my job back in November and the worse part of it is being awake! I love my sleep sessions. I have a newer bed that I like a decent pillow a fan a fake fireplace heater and a cheap sleeping machine that makes nature sounds and stuff I can use to block out noise. And I'm a dreamer I have the craziest dreams and I dream every time I fall asleep. there's been only one single time in my life that I woke up and didn't remember having a dream. I also get attacked by demons in my room from time to time but that's another post
 
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SnowyDreams

SnowyDreams

Member
Aug 25, 2018
79
All the time!!! I can't stand being awake. The moment I wake up is the worst, because I feel miserable and wonder, every single day, why didn't I die in my sleep? Is that too much to ask?
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Agreed. Sometimes I like to imagine I am just slipping away into death as I fall asleep.... it's comforting. Like to imagine the next breath is never going to come, won't feel that next heart beat .... just going to be done and comfy in my bed..... no more struggling.... no suicide and no pain.
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
I hate being awake and I can hardly ever get to sleep and when I do it's only for a couple hours, I want to sleep forever :')
 
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Comatose11

Mage
Jul 26, 2018
572
Waking up is always one of the worst parts of my day.
 
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FadedMemory

FadedMemory

Student
Aug 5, 2018
133
Yup. I can sleep all the time and anywhere, I'm always tired. Also when I have dreams, there I go to adventures and have friends and lovers, it's the only way I feel alive.
 
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Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
I hate being awake during the day because I'll often feel like I should be doing something. Being awake at night is normally not bad as long as i don't have to get up.

"Sleep is like death without the commitment"
 
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DF90

DF90

Experienced
Mar 18, 2018
275
I feel the same most times. I would rather just be asleep.
 
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Cursed Shaman

Cursed Shaman

Member
Aug 21, 2018
13
falling asleep with lovely suicidal thoughts. ''everything is going to end soon, just sleep for now''. my only solace.
 
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