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EyeBeyond

EyeBeyond

Beyond Galaxy
Dec 3, 2023
74
I am just tired of this shit
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

-Empty-
Feb 28, 2023
1,335
Yes, I feel like I belong to another world but somehow ended up here.
 
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grapevoid

grapevoid

Mage
Jan 30, 2025
529
A lot of my depression is really just that. I feel very out of place. Nothings wrong a lot of the time, but nothing feels right either. I'm just here, lol.
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

Possibly the most pathetic person to exist
Nov 30, 2024
367
I am unlike most people in the worst of ways. I wasn't fit to be human
 
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MathConspiracy

MathConspiracy

Trapped in a (prison) cell of organic molecules
Mar 25, 2025
244
I feel you. It's another morning and I need to head off to my lessons. Again. Fuck the system. People always say that I'm weird although I can't come up with any traits that would make me weird. Nobody really likes me anymore, I've cut myself off from the social circles.
 
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sickoceanbunny

sickoceanbunny

Member
Sep 18, 2024
22
I know I don't belong here
 
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FishRain3469

Member
Mar 12, 2025
96
Same for me.... I am no longer living or surviving, Just merely existing. Fml
 
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betterthinktwice

Member
Mar 12, 2025
6
Yep. Just about every day.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,266
More that I don't want to belong anymore. I don't want to have to keep putting in so much effort to be here or anywhere else.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,297
i would never choose to come alive here to this shitty horrible universe not under any circumstances
these lives are absolutely shit in every way imaginable
at the core life is fucking evil
 
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dingokettle3531

dingokettle3531

Member
Mar 26, 2023
76
Always been that way for me lol searching for a place to belong which doesn't seem to exist or it only does for a fleeting moment alongside very particular people
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
287
Yeah, I've always had that feeling. Even within my own family, I was the black sheep
 
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ForeverClover

New Member
Mar 26, 2025
1
I don't even think I was meant to be alive in the first place.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,265
I would never want to belong to this hell called life nor this evil world. i will never want any kind of existence / life / consiousness.

but this life on Earth is hell beyond imagination

only non-existence forever will guarantee for me to be safe from evil life

i believe after my brain dies it will be eternal non-existence from then on forward
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,954
I certainly don't belong in this horrific reality where there is all this endless cruelty and suffering and I'd never wish to exist either, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence at all and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence that just caused all this suffering all for the sake of it was even imposed, to me existence truly is the problem. I personally see human existence as an abomination with no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age, I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer all for the sake of it, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this cruel, futile existence I personally always saw as a mistake, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I only wish for non-existence where all is finally forgotten.
 
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pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
162
Ever since I was around 6 years old Ive always felt that there was something very wrong with my existence and the world around me.
I dont belong here.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
305
Fortunately I have a caring family, but outside of it I definitely feel like I don't belong. I haven't had a physical friend in over a decade and never been in a relationship. Despite this I haven't tried to befriend anyone at school, because I'm either not interested or just don't like any of the people I see there.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Wizard
Nov 25, 2024
665
Yip, tired of trying. What is this place even.
 
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tiredoflife2

Member
Jan 21, 2025
88
Yes, sometimes a weird homesickness feeling, I call that being home with god, at one. Although I'm not a religious person.
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
260
I can relate. Being adopted and never meeting anyone you share blood with has always made me disassociate from a life that isn't mine. I don't belong here I should have been an abortion if I wasn't wanted or planned.

I ended up detached from things that other people pursue like marriage kids etc
 
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manythanks

manythanks

Member
Mar 18, 2025
11
I'm just glad (sadly) that I'm not the only one who feels this way, wish I had more strength to create places where some of us could belong, like we are all deserving such places. Slightly sad that now it's this place but hey, we know that we are not alone with our cause unlike world always trying to show us to make matters worse.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,272
I don't think I belong anywhere. Never have, never really will.
 
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cymbaline23

cymbaline23

Member
May 1, 2024
32
Yeah, my whole life I've felt out of place. And I'm so isolated and alone, I don't know what to do. Being out in the world and around other people is too overwhelming. How I feel about this world doesn't help, I just can't see a point in anything. My therapist asked me what I'm willing to do, and I told her I'm really not willing to do anything. It truly feels hopeless. I'm just waiting to die I guess
 
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wham311

Student
Mar 1, 2025
169
GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,348
Ya I feel like an Alien
 
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worldclass_sinner

worldclass_sinner

Trying to Get to Heaven Before They Close the Door
Mar 15, 2025
17
I'm tired tbh, can't wait for this to over
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Member
Mar 15, 2025
82
yep. It's surprising how many people have told me they feel like that too. Really strange.
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
625
I'm a misfit. I don't belong anywhere these days.
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
447
Yes, like an undead or a ghost. I'm just here existing.. I don't understand people, I'm not good at interacting in real life, I don't belong to any group, and I don't have any friends. Every day seems the same.. Nothing makes sense.
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
526
I've never felt like I belong anywhere. I always feel like the odd man out, no matter where I am or what I'm doing. I'm too weird to be normal, but too normal to be weird. I'm unique, but I follow trends. I'm obsessive but complacent. I'm happy but I'm horribly sad. It seems like I'm at the positive and negative end of everything and nowhere in the middle.

To be honest I've never felt like I belong anywhere until I came here. I think this is the first time I've felt truly myself.
 
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