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cherry7

Experienced
Feb 18, 2023
264
I've gotten my mind so used to obsessing about suicide and I've come to have no hope whatsoever that not doing CTB has become so painful because everything in me yearns to do it and it feels wrong not to. It hurts so badly. Can anyone relate?
 
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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
178
In the past I've felt like that before. I would give up on everything like studying, work, cleaning, socialising etc because of how I felt, and when it didn't happen in the past I would just think 'what the hell am I supposed to do now' so I understand where you're coming from. It's a tough situation to be in
 
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cherry7

Experienced
Feb 18, 2023
264
In the past I've felt like that before. I would give up on everything like studying, work, cleaning, socialising etc because of how I felt, and when it didn't happen in the past I would just think 'what the hell am I supposed to do now' so I understand where you're coming from. It's a tough situation to be in
Thank you. Yes that's how I feel.
 
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