Suicide_vampire
In Vino Veritas
- Feb 11, 2020
- 426
Hi all, I know I have been pretty quiet today, I'm sure some of you are happy about that, haha, just having it really tough. Seem to be falling down the rabbit hole, I haven't self harmed in a number of years but it's the only image in my head, beginning to feel there is no point in anything, I keep struggling on year after year, and have nothing to show for it really, apart from lots more mental scars.
I feel like I could go out into the street and just scream, I'm frustrated and I'm tired of this endless nothingness that is my life. I get little if any pleasure out of things, I'm not even sure if I know what happiness feels like I think I have never felt it.
I'm just tired of the routine of nothing that I have days get longer, nights get longer and time just goes on... I don't even know what I'm trying to say
I feel like I could go out into the street and just scream, I'm frustrated and I'm tired of this endless nothingness that is my life. I get little if any pleasure out of things, I'm not even sure if I know what happiness feels like I think I have never felt it.
I'm just tired of the routine of nothing that I have days get longer, nights get longer and time just goes on... I don't even know what I'm trying to say