he dumped me

[spring vainglory]

he dumped me so i am going to hang myself now. it was nice talking to you guys on this site, i even made a really good friend here. goodbye

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Love: it can give you life or it can take it away. I'm truly sorry you're in that situation, I've spent 8 months as a living dead because my ex left me so I can empathize. Please, I know emotions are running high and with due reason, but at least plan things carefully so you don't hurt yourself. We're here for you.

 

[spring vainglory]

i cant hang myself. what should i do?
i had a good partial suspension setup in our closet, but he found me and wont let me ctb in his apartment. he's kicking me out and sending me to new york where i will have to stay with a friend. where can i go and what can i do? i must die. life will not be worth it after this.

 

[cantwaittoleave]

i cant hang myself. what should i do?
i had a good partial suspension setup in our closet, but he found me and wont let me ctb in his apartment. he's kicking me out and sending me to new york where i will have to stay with a friend. where can i go and what can i do? i must die. life will not be worth it after this.

i'm in a similar situation (needing to go somewhere and to have something to ctb with). unfortunately i cannot give much advice as im trying to figure it out myself, but please take a deep breath. you will figure out what you need, dont rush it or you might hurt yourself. i hope you find peace, however that may be.

 

[_void]

I know this feeling...I was rendered homeless after a bad break up with an ex of 5 years. It was very traumatic.

I know things are so raw right now...and it feels like your world is ending and there is no life left to live, but if you have it within you please give yourself some time so you can think this through and process wanting to ctb. Is there an urgency? Does it have to happen right now? Do you feel like with currently how you're feeling, you could carry it out in a way that would be successful and would not cause disablement which would certainly worsen your quality of life and mental state?

Major life changes are so scary. I'm sending you so much love right now

Please consider thinking this through so that you don't potentially worsen your quality of life. Coming from a disabled person, I really would not wish it on anyone...

Please be careful trying to ctb with others around, that could end you up in a mental ward which surely would be even more traumatic

 

[spring vainglory]

I know this feeling...I was rendered homeless after a bad break up with an ex of 5 years. It was very traumatic.

I know things are so raw right now...and it feels like your world is ending and there is no life left to live, but if you have it within you please give yourself some time so you can think this through and process wanting to ctb. Is there an urgency? Does it have to happen right now? Do you feel like with currently how you're feeling, you could carry it out in a way that would be successful and would not cause disablement which would certainly worsen your quality of life and mental state?

Major life changes are so scary. I'm sending you so much love right now

Please consider thinking this through so that you don't potentially worsen your quality of life. Coming from a disabled person, I really would not wish it on anyone...

Please be careful trying to ctb with others around, that could end you up in a mental ward which surely would be even more traumatic

i have thought about this long and hard. i know what life will be like without him. it will not be worth living.
i am also afraid of failing and disabling myself. or ending up in the psych ward.

i have a week. he's going to think about it and tell me if he'll take me back in a week's time, so that's how long i'm asking my friends if i can stay. if he says no, then i will ctb.

i don't have any rope or anything else. i don't even know where i could do it in new york city, there won't even be any woods anywhere...

 

[_void]

i have thought about this long and hard. i know what life will be like without him. it will not be worth living.
i am also afraid of failing and disabling myself. or ending up in the psych ward.

i have a week. he's going to think about it and tell me if he'll take me back in a week's time, so that's how long i'm asking my friends if i can stay. if he says no, then i will ctb.

i don't have any rope or anything else. i don't even know where i could do it in new york city, there won't even be any woods anywhere...

Thanks for replying. I know what you mean...I live in a very busy city myself, it's so tough...

Glad you're giving yourself a little time and I wish you well on your journey, that everything goes smoothly and peacefully

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Sounds like his loss.. I hope your able to find peace wherever that might be

 

[finickyneedle]

he dumped me so i am going to hang myself now. it was nice talking to you guys on this site, i even made a really good friend here. goodbye

thank you for sharing. I've just lost the love of my life, and the only person I thought would be my first and last. I'm getting the materials now to ctb via Nitrogen asphyxiation. I'm tired of feeling pain.

 

[deadbidaylight]

Is this your first relationship?