Heaven isn't real (I hope)

[temperance]

I have this underlying fear of heaven existing. I've grown up in a Christian house hold so the concept of heaven and hell was hammered on to me since my youth. On one hand, hell is an eternal fire that you can never escape. On the other hand heaven is eternity of just chilling. I don't enjoy being alive as is so why would I enjoy being alive for eternity...

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yeah- I feel this too. Who thought eternal life anywhere sounded like a reward?!!

 

[R_N]

Eternity is scary to me in general. Even heaven would be scary if there is no end and I am forced to live by someones rules again.