Help Help with hanging

[Oobaar]

Because how i said my gun range method didnt work i wanna try hanging,

i read that 10mm Polyester is prob the best and i should put a cloth between the rope and my neck. If i remember right.

But i have few problems.

Buying
How sus would it be? Should i buy few more stuf to not seem weird? I found some hardware shop that sells that kind of rope, should i buy like some wood or cables or something?

Fear
I seen gun suicides videos, i also looked at alot of gun death guro art, i seen some bad stuf, some nice stuf, but it made me alright with it and i build some sort of idolization of gun deaths i was alright if i would do it and gun to the head has a very high fatality rate right? And if something didnt work out i would die quickly after. But i dont feel this way with rope.

Problem is i am scared of hanging and the pain, i used to cut myself, i think i should be able to endure it but idk,
also i seen video of woman hanging herself and she tried to grab the rope after she hanged herself. ( That scared me )
Should i just try to choke myself before i try full on suicide to know how it feels and if i like it or not?
I fear if something goes wrong and the pain.

Time
I should probably do it at late night or really early morning.
I live with my family, should i wait till i am 100% sure everybody is asleep? But then it could be less time to the morning when everybody wakes and idk, something could go wrong.
The latest they are awake normally is like around 1:00am and the earliest around 5:30am. ( Normally i dont mean that this everyday, but if they stay up or wake up early these are the times that are normal, but extremes could happen, its random)

Place
The best place is my room i guess, i can lock myself, but the place where i can tie my knot is too close to the wall and wardrobe, could this be a problem? Like full suspension would take longer.
Another is close to the door, but the door has translucent window, somebody could see my siluette at night.



Idk if this is alright posted like this, i am sorry if i did something wrong, thanks for anything and correct if i said something wrong. Thank you.

 

[Evelyn Lane]

Just out of curiosity, where did you hear that 10mm is best? Could you share the source?

And also, don't worry about seeming suspicious when buying a rope. Nobody will ask you anything. There are plenty of reasons people could be buying a rope.

Which video about hanging scared you? Could you share it with us? Anyway, I think that the only thing you should be worried about is the pain you will feel on the neck after you place your weight on it.

You should reconsider doing it in your room, since you could make noise while convulsing.

 

[Davey40210]

When I bought my rope I just bought that. They asked how long and I said 3 metres. I had a BS reason for what I needed it for but they didnt even ask.

On method, I used to think about guns as a good method as well. But I realized that there is quite some chance that you dont properly blow off your brain stem and just bleed to death, or even worse survive with diabilities.

From what I read, full suspension hanging has a very high success rate as long as you make sure you are not disturbed for 30+ min, your rope is strong enough, the anchor point is as well.

As for the clawing at the rope, that sounds like someone who was suffocating instead of blocking carotid arteries. Try do experiment with a rope around your neck while on the ground and blocking your arteries. You should feel yourself passing out in 10 sec or so. That is what you want to go for.

Hope you find peace.

 

[athiestjoe]

This is just for information purposes to address some things touched upon. In no way is it a suggestion and is just a compilation of info from different megathreads, guides etc.

i read that 10mm Polyester is prob the best and i should put a cloth between the rope and my neck. If i remember right.

Most guides say 10mm or 12mm, the more or equally important part is that it can hold around 3x of however heavy someone is. A thin piece of cloth like a hankerchief or sock is for comfort to avoid rope burn or rope cutting in the neck but isn't mandatory. Some places also say to grease the noose and neck with petroleum jelly soap, to help reduce any friction and make both as tight as possible. And for rope/ligature material, a lot of guides say polyester or polypropylene rope as polyproeplyne is is strong, resistant to stretching, and smooth. Every rope is a little different though so testing it out for strength and stretch is important.

Buying
How sus would it be? Should i buy few more stuf to not seem weird? I found some hardware shop that sells that kind of rope, should i buy like some wood or cables or something?

Buying a rope is not going to be suspicious (unless the person is acting like they are going to use it to hurt someone else with it). There are tons and tons of uses for rope: climbing, pulling, securing items, making a swing, hammocks, towing, the list goes on and on. I highly doubt anyone at a store would ask you what it is used for unless you are asking them for suggestions so they know what type of rope to offer. They are there to make sales, they aren't going to care. Choosing to buy other items is a personal call but doesn't seem necessary.

Problem is i am scared of hanging and the pain, i used to cut myself, i think i should be able to endure it but idk,
also i seen video of woman hanging herself and she tried to grab the rope after she hanged herself. ( That scared me )

When done correctly, loss of consciousness happens within 10 seconds or so. Not sure which video you watched but it is possible the person didnt have it placed well or that it was totally involuntary movements not from struggling but from blood circulation lacking. There are plenty of other videos with people using everything from bed sheets to thin ropes who pass out within seconds. I am not suggesting this method should be used nor encouraging it. For your own information purposes, do a search here and elsewhere about hanging; they all seem to pretty much indicate when done properly (right knots, right placement) it is not very painful as once someone has lost consciousness they wouldn't be feeling pain. Any of the movements or thrashing are automatic human reflexes due to lack of circulation, not from pain. Obviously I cannot vouch for that since I am alive but people who have tried partial or been 'rescued' all say it was painless and they only failed due to some intervention. Here are some testimonials for reading: What it Feels like Hanging

Should i just try to choke myself before i try full on suicide to know how it feels and if i like it or not?

Have you read the Megathreads (not just the stickied ones) about hanging? Those have a lot of information on finding the sweet spot to ensure loss of consciousness quickly. Some also have diagrams of the neck so show exactly where the carotid is located to help visualizing it when feeling around. Those may be good to read.

I live with my family, should i wait till i am 100% sure everybody is asleep?

Can't tell anyone what to do or when. However, it is recommended in various guides that someone doing this method should ensure that there is 30 minutes of a window to not be interuppted even though happens in 15-20 minutes. More time wouldn't hurt just in case so that's where the 30 minute recommendation comes from.

The best thing to do is read a lot of the megatheads and become educated on this method. And not in the questions but another suggestion from guides is also test the anchor point (in addition to testing the rope strength). The anchor point needs to be strong!

I hope you find what you are looking for and find serenity & peace with whatever you decide.

 

[Oobaar]

^ Thank you, you are amazing and helped me alot, thank you for mentioning about the automatic thrashing, i didnt realise that.