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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
Well, it's finally here. I'm out of will to go on. I can't stand it any longer.

I finished my note today. It's 9 pages and pretty rambling, but it's what I needed to say. I also posted a video. These 2 pieces may be the only honesty I've ever expressed.

I don't know exactly when the final act will go down. But it's a relief to know my failures will finally end.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Wish you good luck. Hope everything goes smoothly.
Find some peace and relief... I am jealous.
 
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Peekaf

Peekaf

Dem Bones
Jul 8, 2018
35
Godspeed, friend.

I hope to join you soon.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
And my final friend just told me we shouldn't hang out anymore.. how's that for timing.
 
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Sternum

Student
May 12, 2018
120
Well, you still have us until you go (we have nowhere to go either!)
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
Thanks man. I just can't believe how incompatible we can be with life.
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
Good luck and I hope you find peace. I hope we all do.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Damn fuck "friends" ...
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
Partial suspension. I wanted N, but it seems so shifty.
Out of the blue today my mom is asking me to move back across the country to Ontario. There is a big part of me that wants to see home one more time. But another part knows there is no home. It's just me rememberong the past. Strange timing..
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
Well. I tried partial suspension today and it didn't work. I got that same exploding head feeling people have talked about. Shit man, what now?

I guess I'll try and pad the rope more effectively and tape the material down.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
619
Well. I tried partial suspension today and it didn't work. I got that same exploding head feeling people have talked about. Shit man, what now?

I guess I'll try and pad the rope more effectively and tape the material down.
Where do you put the padding
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
I marked where it touched you neck in 3 spots and taped it in from there. It may not work now Ass I'm told the knot should be off to the side.

I tried pressing my carotid artery last night on both sideshow but just ended up with bruising. Anyone have any luck depressing them with their fingers?
 
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