dextrcotine
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- Nov 18, 2024
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diacetylmorphine (herorin) seems like a good way to go from administration to death. I believe in high enough dosages I would be dying from respiratory depression instead of choking. I believe considering I have zero tolerance to the substance I would likely only need to administer 500mg of the substance to die, as a safety buffer 600mg seems reasonable. The only issue with diacetylmorphine is its difficulty in dissolving in water, by itself it has a solubility of just 60mg/L. A solution to this is reacting diacetylmorphine with citric acid and water on heat to get diacetylmorphine hydrochloride (a salt of diacetylmorphine), which has a much higher solubility of 600mg/ml in water (this reaction is refered to as "cooking" often). This is perfect however the citric acid makes said substance have significantly higher PH value meaning my last moments would be spent with severe irritation, or worse only getting partial administration due to loss of injection site.
These issues has led me to think of the following procedure:
"prep phrase" (making a solution of citric acid in water)
- Place 500mg of citric acid in 1ml of bacterialstatic water to form a 50% solution
- draw into a sterile fresh syringe
- wash any non pre-sterilized materials by boiling and then rinsing with isopropyl alcohol (letting fully evaporate before use) preferably as close to use as possible
"cooking phase" (diacetylmorphine -> diacetylmorphine hydrochloride)
- place cooking spoon on scale, and tare (this zeros the scale)
- place diacetylmorphine on the spoon until scale says 600mg
- add 2ml of bacterialstatic water
- put the suspension on heat (likely to be around 100C but I am not sure of that being safe)
- Introduce citric acid solution very very very very slowly until the reaction occurs and the diacetylmorphine hydrochloride is disolved
- draw into a sterile fresh syringe
"dilution phase" since what we have is a very high PH solution we need to dilute it
- place a CA syringe filter on the syringe from the last step (CA is chosen due to it being hydrophillic and resistant to high PH solutions), and a needle
- inject into a 30ml vial of bacterial static water
- agitate (shake) to ensure proper mixing
"administration phase"
- get a sterile 30ml syringe (50ml are suitable and easier to find) with a needle to draw solution from vial
- swap drawing needle for a 25G 1.5" needle
- find a vien and inject *slowly* (plenty of harm reduction guides on how to do this), but dont go as slow as to not be able to finish administration
list of materials mentioned
- 30ml bacterial static water vials (can be bought in two packs for about 15$)
- 18G sterile needles for fluid transfering (can be bought in large packsfor about 7$)
- 25G 1.5" needle (can be bought in large packs for about 15$)
- high accuracy scale (for this purpose can be found for about 30$)
- "cooking" spoon (5$)
- 30ml sterile syringe (large packs about 12$)
- diacetylmorphine (around 80$ for 1g)
total cost being around 150$ - 200$
(gonna assume you have isopropyl and a way to boil water around)
i think I have enjoyed writing this. it almost feels relaxing knowing that there is a way out of this.
I don't know if this would work, any thoughts?
p.S. does this count as a vegan CTB method???!?!
These issues has led me to think of the following procedure:
"prep phrase" (making a solution of citric acid in water)
- Place 500mg of citric acid in 1ml of bacterialstatic water to form a 50% solution
- draw into a sterile fresh syringe
- wash any non pre-sterilized materials by boiling and then rinsing with isopropyl alcohol (letting fully evaporate before use) preferably as close to use as possible
"cooking phase" (diacetylmorphine -> diacetylmorphine hydrochloride)
- place cooking spoon on scale, and tare (this zeros the scale)
- place diacetylmorphine on the spoon until scale says 600mg
- add 2ml of bacterialstatic water
- put the suspension on heat (likely to be around 100C but I am not sure of that being safe)
- Introduce citric acid solution very very very very slowly until the reaction occurs and the diacetylmorphine hydrochloride is disolved
- draw into a sterile fresh syringe
"dilution phase" since what we have is a very high PH solution we need to dilute it
- place a CA syringe filter on the syringe from the last step (CA is chosen due to it being hydrophillic and resistant to high PH solutions), and a needle
- inject into a 30ml vial of bacterial static water
- agitate (shake) to ensure proper mixing
"administration phase"
- get a sterile 30ml syringe (50ml are suitable and easier to find) with a needle to draw solution from vial
- swap drawing needle for a 25G 1.5" needle
- find a vien and inject *slowly* (plenty of harm reduction guides on how to do this), but dont go as slow as to not be able to finish administration
list of materials mentioned
- 30ml bacterial static water vials (can be bought in two packs for about 15$)
- 18G sterile needles for fluid transfering (can be bought in large packsfor about 7$)
- 25G 1.5" needle (can be bought in large packs for about 15$)
- high accuracy scale (for this purpose can be found for about 30$)
- "cooking" spoon (5$)
- 30ml sterile syringe (large packs about 12$)
- diacetylmorphine (around 80$ for 1g)
total cost being around 150$ - 200$
(gonna assume you have isopropyl and a way to boil water around)
i think I have enjoyed writing this. it almost feels relaxing knowing that there is a way out of this.
I don't know if this would work, any thoughts?
p.S. does this count as a vegan CTB method???!?!
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