Venting hollow survival mode

[Unhumanly.]

no matter how long will I live, or no matter how early will I die, there will always be something I'm missing out in life and my life will never be the fullest, AS IF my existence were meant to be in the first place, surely not, I were only created because two person have no choice for their circumstances in life, surely if it is not for that force they will create better decisions in life than birthing me,
so what is my existence, really

 

[Persik]

Everyone defines the meaning of their goal themselves. More precisely, they find it, they find it in the process of this life. And Life is a good teacher and mentor. Sorrows and joy, difficulties and rest - all this is what every person goes through and what helps them understand who they are and what their purpose here is. If you search, you will definitely find, if you listen to what Life is trying to tell you, you will definitely hear. Depending on what kind of student you are, it may take a long time before you find your own purpose. The only question is, are you ready to humble yourself, to endure in search of an answer?