Venting Homeless

[PuppyCatTeeth]

I got kicked out of my house by my abusive dad and desperately need a break from school but id be homeless. im behind on a lot of work and my mental health is so bad I cant catch up I can barely take care of myself with eating and sleeping let alone showering and other hygiene. i have bipolar I saw my school psychiatrist and she gave me medication but I've been in bed for days sop I cant pick it up. i feel like the school only wants me to stay enrolled to give them money. once I get enough energy I have to go to my schools mailroom and pick up my key so I can order sn, I already found the website and everything so im just waiting for me to get enough energy to die. my bf just says "I wish I can help you more" I wish I had someone to take care of me

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm so sorry for what you went through. Being homeless in the future is something that I fear immensely for myself and it really hurts to see others be in the same situation that I'll be in the future. It's so unfair as to how life is so cruel to some people. I wish I could do more to help than say some words (though of course I'm under no delusions of my words meaning anything either) but unfortunately I'm so powerless. If I was rich, I wouldn't hoard it all to myself like how the current rich people were doing, I'd instead give my money to those who really need it. I hate this world that we live in. All I can say is that I hope you find peace soon

 

[PuppyCatTeeth]

I'm so sorry for what you went through. Being homeless in the future is something that I fear immensely for myself and it really hurts to see others be in the same situation that I'll be in the future. It's so unfair as to how life is so cruel to some people. I wish I could do more to help than say some words (though of course I'm under no delusions of my words meaning anything either) but unfortunately I'm so powerless. If I was rich, I wouldn't hoard it all to myself like how the current rich people were doing, I'd instead give my money to those who really need it. I hate this world that we live in. All I can say is that I hope you find peace soon

Thank you for replying, it does help a little to be heard. The government doesn't care about anything but money I wish it wasn't like this either. Its terrible you're in the same position as me

 

[dontwakemeup]

I'm sorry you have to deal with this. Being homeless is terrible, I've been there before. I had to sleep in my car for almost a month but luckily it wasn't cold outside, it was summer. Are there any shelters you can go to? Do you have a car to sleep in?(I have several tips for surviving car life). I read you have bipolar, please find the strength to get your meds because it takes time for those medications to build up and start working. If you can't get your medication because your mentally drained, it's ok, I think we all have been there. Try to find free places to go like the library and you can hang out there until they close.

 

[PuppyCatTeeth]

I'm sorry you have to deal with this. Being homeless is terrible, I've been there before. I had to sleep in my car for almost a month but luckily it wasn't cold outside, it was summer. Are there any shelters you can go to? Do you have a car to sleep in?(I have several tips for surviving car life). I read you have bipolar, please find the strength to get your meds because it takes time for those medications to build up and start working. If you can't get your medication because your mentally drained, it's ok, I think we all have been there. Try to find free places to go like the library and you can hang out there until they close.

im not kicked out my dorm room yet but I will be soon, I have a car and live in Chicago so its cold, I don't have strength for anything things suck., what do the tips you have

 

[dontwakemeup]

im not kicked out my dorm room yet but I will be soon, I have a car and live in Chicago so its cold, I don't have strength for anything things suck., what do the tips you have

Thankfully you have your dorm still. The tips were ways to live in your car and survive. My 1st tip is get a gym membership (for showering and bathroom use). I know it sounds expensive but a lot of gyms will give you a trial 2 week membership, I used them all. I wouldn't eat and drink after 5pm because of bathroom stuff. Hang out in free spots all day for air/heat. I rotated libraries so it wouldn't look suspicious. And I worked 2 jobs so I could stay busy and that helped my depression because I couldn't sit around all day and cry. I read a lot of books to pass the time also. I have more if u need them.