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tweaka2x

tweaka2x

CCCdreams
May 26, 2023
72
My girlfriend broke up with me the other day. It was the second relationship I've ever had. My first destroyed me. Was suffering for years. Tried CTB seriously once. With many, many attempts. I was also sort of passively suicidal so ended up doing things that brought me to being in the ICU for a few nights. Anyway she fixed me. I finally felt okay again. Felt like I was finally back and now she's gone. I'm gonna take a lot of drugs tonight to try and forget and hopefully I get delusional enough I can jump off an overpass or something
 

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