enduringwinter
flower, water
- Jun 20, 2024
- 310
There currently seems to be signs of pipe/drainage issues where I live. The issue is with city pipes and the building, I can't do anything about it and the bodies in charge are totally useless and hostile. Even though everything is outrageously expensive.
Back in 2022, in addition to all my usual struggles, I lost my job, had to lie to my family about it and then a sewage overflow incident (imagine that scene in the movie Parasite) drove me out of my home and I had to couchsurf for half a year after. It was the worst traumatic time, I can't even recount what went through my head, I think it affected my brain forever.
I don't want a repeat of that. I actually lost my first batch of SN during that. I don't think I'd even have enough sanity left to CTB if something like that happened now. I hate this country and everything in my life that led me to this place.
Back in 2022, in addition to all my usual struggles, I lost my job, had to lie to my family about it and then a sewage overflow incident (imagine that scene in the movie Parasite) drove me out of my home and I had to couchsurf for half a year after. It was the worst traumatic time, I can't even recount what went through my head, I think it affected my brain forever.
I don't want a repeat of that. I actually lost my first batch of SN during that. I don't think I'd even have enough sanity left to CTB if something like that happened now. I hate this country and everything in my life that led me to this place.