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2106lvsk

New Member
Dec 17, 2024
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okay so i am from a small island with a very strict family that doesnt let me out of their sight for a minute despite the fact im an adult. i have no access to any drugs and i wont be able to hang myself because of how tall my room is. i have thought ab drowning but i heard it is painful and im scared ill back out or that ill survive and be left braindead or something. whats the best way i can go about this?
 
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picklemick

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Jun 28, 2022
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You're going to have to eventually find somewhere secluded where you can try partial or full suspension. All methods require at least an couple hours of guaranteed privacy
You're going to have to eventually find somewhere secluded where you can try partial or full suspension. All methods require at least an couple hours of guaranteed privacy
It doesn't matter what method you choose. You'll need time to be alone and not be rescued. Only things that are instant would be jumping or gun. But I don't imagine those are options
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,761
Welcome to the forum!

I'm sorry your're so desperate but it looks like your parents know that you intent to kys. Y do you wanna die?

@picklemick already said it, you need some time alone regardless of any method you gonna choose. There's the Suicide Resource Compilation. Nobody can suggest a specific method here bc this is only your personal choice.

 
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Romanticize

Romanticize

Student
Aug 22, 2024
127
don't you have friends? Maybe you can tell your family you are going to visit your friend.
Leave the house, and do your thing.
If you cannot, train your parents that you have to go alone sometimes, to school, to work, shopping etc. I cant believe you cannot be even 1min out of their sight as an adult

It sounds unreal, it looks like on a suicide watch. Even prisoners completed suicide in these 24/7 monitored cells.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,459
I understand feeling trapped in this existence, it's just so cruel to me how there isn't the option to just simply die in peace with painless death made inaccessible, it'd be such a relief for me to be able to painlessly cease existing and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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