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Scarecrow

Scarecrow

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Oct 2, 2020
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I found it because an online friend of mine, who is also suicida,l mentoined it, but before that I've never heard of it. (Which is weird, because I've been suicidal for a really long time and googled a lot of things related to it...) How did you guys find it?
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
767
while searching for specific cbt resources and how to's through alternative browsers.

google restricts a lot of information regarding cbt and popular communities are not usually aloud to explore cbt in such details as done here.

personally even though I am a member of said groups I never even thought of mentioning this place. It could benefit an user or another, but at the same time I'd be risking exposing the forum, which I do not want. Part of the reason why this works, I think, it's because of its "secrecy".
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
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I found it after I was googling how to hang myself. I think I found a website called lostallhope first and then I found SS.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I was googling If meds I had at the time were fatal enough, and this site came up. Glad it did my plan was dumb.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
I was looking into a specific method, and either it or follow up search led me here. Opened several sites that day and didn't really pay too much attention to SS. Thought it was just a run of the mill suicide help forum at first. I kept the tab open though and after a few days looked into it again. Not only did I see people openly discussing suicide and methods without censorship, but could very much relate to the stories and thoughts being told. Felt right at home after 25 years of self isolation with no one to connect to in reality, and so I signed up.
 
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Borghesia

Borghesia

mors certa, hora incerta
Jan 5, 2019
55
Used to be part of the reddit sub until that was censored so I was familiar with the name and the follow-up project
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
When I was Googling methods I came across LostAllHope which then lead me to here. I wish I'd known about it a lot sooner. I lurked for a while before signing up out of nerves I think.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I googled "suicide" and "forum". Interestingly, it's not possible to find this forum that way anymore.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I googled "suicide" and "forum". Interestingly, it's not possible to find this forum that way anymore.
That's how I found it too. I can still find this place with the same web search. I've been a part of communities like this since the internet first started though. This isn't my first rodeo as they say, but it's definitely the best.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
That's how I found it too. I can still find this place with the same web search.

Only suicideforum.com shows up now. I wish that forum wasn't so superficial and perky.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Only suicideforum.com shows up now. I wish that forum wasn't so superficial and perky.
There isn't a site out there that can shake a stick to this one. Accept no substitutes for the real deal!
 
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lost guy

lost guy

Just a guy trying to work things out.
Aug 12, 2020
94
Much like a couple others have mentioned, I found SS by researching hanging methods on the Lost All Hope website.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,776
Only suicideforum.com shows up now. I wish that forum wasn't so superficial and perky.

Funny thing is, I became a member there before I found this site, but something about it never felt right (mostly because of the censorship). I've been trying really hard to describe it without actually saying the name, but... fuck that forum. No one has been able to understand me as well as the people here.

Also, the journey!

It kind of went like this: "Ooh, life sucks" ----> Lost all Hope.com -----> Peaceful Pill ----> "Fuck, I can't join until I'm 50 and I got... 24 years left to go!" ----> suicideforum.com ------> "I'm gonna try to be pro-life now." ----> "Fuck the censorship, where's the pro-choice version?" -----> SS Subreddit (but discovered it was dead) ----> Then I typed sanctioned suicide into google and I was here!

Just want to mention that this is the shortened version with a little humor inserted into it, but it's still accurate.
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

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Jun 5, 2020
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I just typed suicide and forum like other people mentioned. Had no idea a forum like this existed.
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

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Jun 27, 2020
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I found it after I was googling how to hang myself. I think I found a website called lostallhope first and then I found SS.
I found it in the same manner
 
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Lux

Lux

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Sep 17, 2020
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I heard about it somewhere once. Then one day, it came to my mind due to, you know, feeling so fkng down again. So I too, like many others, just searched for "suicide forum" and after some digging I found it.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,206
I was trying to look for the full poem used in the penultimate episode of Bojack Horseman. Somewhere on the first page, there was apparently someone from here who posted the transcript for it in a thread somewhere and that's how I found this site all those months ago.
 
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Scarecrow

Scarecrow

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Oct 2, 2020
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I was trying to look for the full poem used in the penultimate episode of Bojack Horseman. Somewhere on the first page, there was apparently someone from here who posted the transcript for it in a thread somewhere and that's how I found this site all those months ago.

That episode is a masterpiece though... I love that show
 
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Amisorih

Member
Oct 9, 2020
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I have been interested in carbon monoxide, but one needs a lot of knowledge to avoid serious permanent brain damage. I made Google search with words: formic acid, sulphuric acid, carbon monoxide. I found a thread from this forum. There was such a good information that I immediately made several Screenshots.

Later I found out, that purchasing of concentrated formic acid and concentrated sulphuric acid is very difficult in this island as a private person. I will continue studying another method including oxalic acid and phosphoric acid, which are available even here. Certainly the reaction temperature must be high, but must not reach oxalic acid boiling point of 157 Celsius. I guess 110 Celsius might be close to right reaction temperature. I am not a real chemist, but I am willing to further studying and making experiments once I have time. My situation is far from urgent.
 
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sufferingalways

sufferingalways

Avoiding flashing images, epilepsy.
Apr 26, 2020
550
I googled "suicide" and "forum". Interestingly, it's not possible to find this forum that way anymore.

It is for me on the browser I use.
 
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Brokensaddle

Brokensaddle

Student
Sep 28, 2020
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I found this site after watching the bbc documentary after a ex member who used this site to kill herself. After google for couple of hours different methods to die from this site popped up
 
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sufferingalways

sufferingalways

Avoiding flashing images, epilepsy.
Apr 26, 2020
550
I heard about it somewhere once. Then one day, it came to my mind due to, you know, feeling so fkng down again.


So I too, like many others, just searched for "suicide forum" and after some digging I found it.
.

This is how I found it too.
 
MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
433
Someone on Reddit PMed it to me after I made a post asking for suicide tips on /r/suicidewatch
 
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Hollydeathripper

Hollydeathripper

no heart beat
Oct 12, 2020
51
looking up in google how to commit suicide methods
 
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deadbeat

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Sep 9, 2020
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I was looking up methods and I think someone mentioned it in a reply to a post on reddit.
 
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mooncake

mooncake

Student
Aug 7, 2020
116
I was trying to find out, how to get my hands on N, and stumbled over this forum.
 
SheJumped

SheJumped

Student
May 14, 2019
143
I was looking for methods, glad I found this site.
 
Ardesevent

Ardesevent

It’s the end of the line, cowboy
Feb 2, 2020
358
I was looking for info about partial. I'm happy I found this instead, there are so many resources and kind people here.
 
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