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Zeir Anpin 729

Zeir Anpin 729

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Aug 11, 2025
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please don't say "bro just read the FAQ and other threads on here, other people have the same questions, its all archived on the site"... NO ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!

I did go through the other threads on here and even broke the code on what the secret source was for everyone's SN. I know what the company is that you are all using. HOWEVER, their site does not allow online orders with credit card. All they do is list their products and then you have to email them in private. I did months ago. NO RESPONSE.

So I choose a different company. They are currently screening my order. I told them I am a researcher working in surface plasmon resonance chemistry and doing a project on colloidal particles in aqueous sodium salts. I recycled pieces of an actual thesis I once wrote on liquid crystal systems and mesophases.

Technical details aside, they wanted to know who my sponsor was. This was harder to bullshit on. Thus I began spinning a complicated web of lines that has already begun to fall apart.

There's no way that they are going to send me the SN. The screening process is professional and adheres to ten billion legal caveats.

The main site this site endorses just continue to fucking ignore me and the other site I choose is going to catch my ass red handed lying about connections and research and all kinds of things that could potentially land me in real trouble.

This has turned out to be another dead end just like when I almost got Nembutal from the dark web. Nothing fucking works. Every avenue is either shut down or extremely broken. If anybody on this site has actually committed suicide at all, having come here with serious intentions, I highly fucking doubt SN was the method of choice. The site this site advertises in secret wont answer me and I can't even call them out by name because of the hidden rules of this site where the mods ban anyone discussing the code in the open. Fuck everything about this place and its counter productive rules.
 
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Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

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Oct 7, 2025
207
That's sad. Sorry you need to go through all that. Unfortuntely, attention on SN regulations is particularly growing really fast in many regions. I couldn't say the same for some Asian countries. SN is fairly easy to access here. I'm interested in knowing how SN procurement is done by people outside my region so I follow threads like these.
 
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monkeysee2

send help pls
Sep 26, 2025
58
I'm having the same issue in the UK. No one seems to want to ship here and the only source that was shipping successfully has gone dark.
 
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persepexa

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Feb 7, 2025
57
Same here. I'm in the UK and have no idea how to source SN.
 
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socksnsandles

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Oct 7, 2025
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So I choose a different company. They are currently screening my order. I told them I am a researcher working in surface plasmon resonance chemistry and doing a project on colloidal particles in aqueous sodium salts.
I read this and begin to think my ctb isnt gonna have the privilege of being peaceful. easier to acquire a fucking firearm than this shit
 
jinmaopoison

jinmaopoison

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Oct 6, 2025
10
cant reply to socksandsandles but yea lol my last recourse may just be to buy a handgun lol i hate this backwards ass country
 
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ObsidianMidnightSky

ObsidianMidnightSky

A Void of Darkness
Aug 15, 2025
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please don't say "bro just read the FAQ and other threads on here, other people have the same questions, its all archived on the site"... NO ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!

I did go through the other threads on here and even broke the code on what the secret source was for everyone's SN. I know what the company is that you are all using. HOWEVER, their site does not allow online orders with credit card. All they do is list their products and then you have to email them in private. I did months ago. NO RESPONSE.

So I choose a different company. They are currently screening my order. I told them I am a researcher working in surface plasmon resonance chemistry and doing a project on colloidal particles in aqueous sodium salts. I recycled pieces of an actual thesis I once wrote on liquid crystal systems and mesophases.

Technical details aside, they wanted to know who my sponsor was. This was harder to bullshit on. Thus I began spinning a complicated web of lines that has already begun to fall apart.

There's no way that they are going to send me the SN. The screening process is professional and adheres to ten billion legal caveats.

The main site this site endorses just continue to fucking ignore me and the other site I choose is going to catch my ass red handed lying about connections and research and all kinds of things that could potentially land me in real trouble.

This has turned out to be another dead end just like when I almost got Nembutal from the dark web. Nothing fucking works. Every avenue is either shut down or extremely broken. If anybody on this site has actually committed suicide at all, having come here with serious intentions, I highly fucking doubt SN was the method of choice. The site this site advertises in secret wont answer me and I can't even call them out by name because of the hidden rules of this site where the mods ban anyone discussing the code in the open. Fuck everything about this place and its counter productive rules.
Yeah, it's a shame. It's really hard to find now. A few years ago, it was super easy. The recent difficulty of procuring it is likely due to the parent out-lash of people who lost their children to ctb, forcing harsher laws for distributing. SN used to be an obscure ctb method that flew under the radar, but when it gained popularity, survivors fought for stricter control laws.

Unfortunately, the backends this site has to go through to protect information is a necessity. I get that it is frustrating, but understand that sources close when the public knows about it, any anyone from the public could make an account and dig, so it is important to keep sources private.

Successful attempts can't come back to update us that their priorly posted supplier had gone down, so you will find lots of abandoned avenues that have been shut down since the backlash.
 
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viscera

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Sep 15, 2025
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This site has already been banned in a number of places. To allow open discussion of SN sources would attract even more negative attention from national internet authorities, and the flimsy rules already in place here are barely being followed anyway.
 
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