
demuic
Life was a mistake
- Sep 12, 2020
- 1,383
One of my main problems is lack of energy.
I can barely stay sitting up for more than a few minutes or a few hours unless I'm really focused on something like gaming and even then I feel the urge to lay down in bed and take a break because I'm so tired, physically and mentally I can't muster up the energy. And then I'll fall asleep for several hours and wake up at night.
I've tried to explain it to therapists and psychiatrists before how painful this is to me but they don't understand or in the case of psychiatrists just prescribed me medications that further zapped my energy and made me sleep even more.
It's too painful living like this.
I can barely stay sitting up for more than a few minutes or a few hours unless I'm really focused on something like gaming and even then I feel the urge to lay down in bed and take a break because I'm so tired, physically and mentally I can't muster up the energy. And then I'll fall asleep for several hours and wake up at night.
I've tried to explain it to therapists and psychiatrists before how painful this is to me but they don't understand or in the case of psychiatrists just prescribed me medications that further zapped my energy and made me sleep even more.
It's too painful living like this.