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Rustysoupcan

Rustysoupcan

I'm sensitive
May 2, 2020
242
I don't know if I want to die. I wish I could enjoy life but I can't. How do you guys actually manage? Its so hard to go to work every fucking day, and now things are changing so that I fucking hate my job. But I can't stop working because I couldn't afford to miss a paycheck, I'll lose everything I have. I don't know what to do anymore. Everything just sucks and it doesn't seem like its every really going to get better.
 
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Lunarhour

Lunarhour

Student
May 15, 2020
137
It sucks man, it just sucks so bad especially when your depressed. I've lost multiple jobs and have been homeless multiple times due to depression and anxiety. Life is tough man
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,639
Personally, I manage with weed. it helps me work, helps me focus. If I am not too depressed, it gives me better days.
 
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heartslikeours

heartslikeours

Member
May 12, 2020
12
Every day is the same shit I'm just so lonely and full of despair. Still haven't found a hobby I can sink my time and money in either.
 
Lunarhour

Lunarhour

Student
May 15, 2020
137
Personally, I manage with weed. it helps me work, helps me focus. If I am not too depressed, it gives me better days.

I can't smoke weed because it accelerates my generalized anxiety.
 
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SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479
Yeah I smoke, mainly Indica strains or hybrids. Currently trying not to suck at Rocket League, so it's a distraction. Oh and some pills... not the fun ones though lol :P
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Badly
 
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DeathNoot

DeathNoot

Student
Feb 19, 2020
137
As other said, not well. I do enjoy painting which helps. I hate current work culture, its damaging.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
I barely manage it. It sucks so bad.
 
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ChoclateIsSweet

ChoclateIsSweet

ChocolateIsSweet
Mar 24, 2020
65
One day at a time
 
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racek

racek

Member
Mar 29, 2020
47
Its hard to say. Or... now easier a bit. I do weird things, behave weird and expect nothing much
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
If I could answer that easily I would probably not be a member of this forum. That said, would it be possible for you to get a new job and/or a new education? A good job doesn't solve everything, but it sure makes everyday life easier to handle.
 

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