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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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And the next morning it all comes crashing down?

Yesterday I was pretty high on life. For once my depression seemed to be in check and I was in a good happy mood all day.

Wake up this morning, and it's like yesterday was nothing but a dream of how I wish I could be. Now I'm back on the bottom scraping dirt.

Ugh, fuck my life...
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
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I wish I could remember what it felt like to be in a good, happy mood (that didn't involve drugs.)
 
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Ness

Ness

They/Them pronouns, please
Aug 28, 2019
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I get days like that. I just don't remember what it's like to be happy until I have that one good day and I always forget what it was like when I crash.
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

Visionary
Jun 1, 2019
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The older I get, the higher the highs, but the lower the lows. The highs I fall from rapidly but the lows take what feels like forever to climb out of.
 
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