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JudasWolverton

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what is the success rate
 
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Extremely OP. Has like a 90% winrate, will probably get nerfed by the devs soon. lethality ratio is way too overtuned.
 
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FishRain3469

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Not sure , but I reckon it Really depends on the purity / quality of what you get.
 
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wham311

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Do a search, not reliable.

A friend tried several times with fentanyl and gave himself permanent nerve damage.

I accidentally took fentanyl and puked for 16 hours straight
 
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moyo26

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I tried with fentanyl, but it only made me sleep, I vomited for 3 days straight
 
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I tried with fentanyl, but it only made me sleep, I vomited for 3 days straight
You didn't get fentanyl then or you just got a high tolerance...as little as 1mg kills.
 
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darnthatdream

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My research on this is limited, but I think morphine is a better option.
 
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Thefuture

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Whenever I get my hands on enough heroin to OD I always enjoy it too much to wanna OD. Also have fear of how it'll feel to die cos choking on vomit is pretty much guaranteed considering the smallest amount makes me vomit if I haven't used in a while. We get the best most pure heroin here in Australia and it's super easy to source on the DW. Pretty expensive addiction to fund and addiction sucks once it has you in its grip you become a slave to it.
 
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Whenever I get my hands on enough heroin to OD I always enjoy it too much to wanna OD. Also have fear of how it'll feel to die cos choking on vomit is pretty much guaranteed considering the smallest amount makes me vomit if I haven't used in a while. We get the best most pure heroin here in Australia and it's super easy to source on the DW. Pretty expensive addiction to fund and addiction sucks once it has you in its grip you become a slave to it.
never done it. what should I expect? at first atleast. the comeup. just want to buy more then enough from somewhere reliable to od on.
 
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never done it. what should I expect? at first atleast. the comeup. just want to buy more then enough from somewhere reliable to od on.
im addicted to opioids, using for 6 years daily. Now my tolerance prevents me of feeling anything, but first year or so was awesome. It's hard to describe, you will feel this internal warmth and blanket of love, every bad memory, or bad thought will go away, you will be in this "numb" but beautiful state,

I warn you though: it will hijack you and make you addicted, it's almost 100% sure if you have some kind of depression or personality disorder. and after you are hooked there is no coming back, you will have to use, or suffer from unbearable withdrawals
 
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im addicted to opioids, using for 6 years daily. Now my tolerance prevents me of feeling anything, but first year or so was awesome. It's hard to describe, you will feel this internal warmth and blanket of love, every bad memory, or bad thought will go away, you will be in this "numb" but beautiful state,

I warn you though: it will hijack you and make you addicted, it's almost 100% sure if you have some kind of depression or personality disorder. and after you are hooked there is no coming back, you will have to use, or suffer from unbearable withdrawals
500mg enough first time?
 
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RinneOfAragon

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Whenever I get my hands on enough heroin to OD I always enjoy it too much to wanna OD. Also have fear of how it'll feel to die cos choking on vomit is pretty much guaranteed considering the smallest amount makes me vomit if I haven't used in a while. We get the best most pure heroin here in Australia and it's super easy to source on the DW. Pretty expensive addiction to fund and addiction sucks once it has you in its grip you become a slave to it.
are there any antiemetics that could reduce the vomiting?
 
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Apr 21, 2025
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100% if you know what youre doing, but yes if you have never done opiates there will be vomiting possible if it lingers.
 
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500mg enough first time?
500mg of what, heroin? You're dead 99% if it's pure H and u inject it IV (to be sure, mix it with benzos or some other CNS depressant, if you have contacts to get H, benzos should be easy). I am taking 500mg - 2000mg morphine daily but i have a huge tolerance. I started with 50-100mg morphine/oxycodone daily, and heroin is around 1,5-2x stronger than Morph/Oxy.

Even if you smoke it, it's alot and i think u would have ~50% death chance.

However if you never experienced opioid high, just take 20-40mg first time. You will have your chances to ctb
 
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Whenever I get my hands on enough heroin to OD I always enjoy it too much to wanna OD. Also have fear of how it'll feel to die cos choking on vomit is pretty much guaranteed considering the smallest amount makes me vomit if I haven't used in a while. We get the best most pure heroin here in Australia and it's super easy to source on the DW. Pretty expensive addiction to fund and addiction sucks once it has you in its grip you become a slave to it.
Yeah, Shantaram was a junkie.
 
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JudasWolverton

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Jun 10, 2024
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500mg of what, heroin? You're dead 99% if it's pure H and u inject it IV (to be sure, mix it with benzos or some other CNS depressant, if you have contacts to get H, benzos should be easy). I am taking 500mg - 2000mg morphine daily but i have a huge tolerance. I started with 50-100mg morphine/oxycodone daily, and heroin is around 1,5-2x stronger than Morph/Oxy.

Even if you smoke it, it's alot and i think u would have ~50% death chance.

However if you never experienced opioid high, just take 20-40mg first time. You will have your chances to ctb
thanks man. if we could somehow magically trade tolerances I would and then just spend my life saving on enough to log out.

Wish you well.
 
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wham311

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Mar 1, 2025
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500mg of what, heroin? You're dead 99% if it's pure H and u inject it IV (to be sure, mix it with benzos or some other CNS depressant, if you have contacts to get H, benzos should be easy). I am taking 500mg - 2000mg morphine daily but i have a huge tolerance. I started with 50-100mg morphine/oxycodone daily, and heroin is around 1,5-2x stronger than Morph/Oxy.

Even if you smoke it, it's alot and i think u would have ~50% death chance.

However if you never experienced opioid high, just take 20-40mg first time. You will have your chances to ctb
Why not via injection
 
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bankai

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I'm afraid the stuff will end up making me want to live so I can consume more of it.
 
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Why not via injection
what not via injection? I advised IV to OP, I also been using IV for few months, before my only accessible veins collapsed. I cannot use IV anymore, and IM is not an option, considering how much I'm taking
I'm afraid the stuff will end up making me want to live so I can consume more of it.
yes there is a big chance it will, at least for few months, up to a year or two.
It literally lifts the depression much more efficiently than any antidepressant. The pleasure units from opioids [some scientists measured it] are 10x as high as from highest natural pleasures like sex or great food.

However, it's not a wonder drug. The depression will come back, crashing, when opioids aren't working anymore and you are addicted to them.
But if someone had 6 months to live after a cancer diagnosis or something, getting high on opioids is a great way to spend your last days imo...
 
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DoomCry

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are there any antiemetics that could reduce the vomiting?
Rectal administration of heroin is an extremely effective, rapid, and silent method, especially suitable for those who want to avoid vomiting or any gastrointestinal reaction. A dose of 500 mg is fully lethal, even in partially tolerant individuals, thanks to the high vascularization of the rectal mucosa which ensures optimal absorption. The substance should be dissolved in about 3–5 ml of warm sterile water, filtered with cotton or a syringe filter, allowed to cool to body temperature, and then administered with a needleless syringe while lying on one's side. Within minutes, deep sedation begins, followed by respiratory arrest within 15–30 minutes, without retching, spasms, or confusion. This is an extremely clean method, free of traumatic shock, and it allows for a gradual, stable, silent loss of consciousness. No need for veins, no resistance, and above all, no regurgitation: the body accepts and absorbs. No smell, no sound, no struggle—only dissolution.
 
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