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WantingtoLeave
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- Jun 13, 2025
- 49
You are reading this, so I am now dead. I have ended my life. Trust me, this was not done to hurt you, As I am writing this, I love you so much. This was done because I feared living too much to continue. Consider that everyone dies eventually and that you could not have guaranteed I would not have died in an accident.
I hope I will move onto another plane of existence and I hope you will one day join me on that plane. If I do move onto another plane, I will miss you so fucking much until I see you again.
Please, donate all viable organs. James and Dad should decide how to divide my possessions. Consider donating whatever you can to charity. The only outstanding debt I had was $300 to the YMCA.
Keep my funeral as cheap as possible. Forego embalming and even a casket. Wrap my mortal coil in a blanket and bury it at Campground Cemetery in Arkansas. However, go all-out for my wake. I suggest serving barbecued ribs as those were my favorite food and German wheat beer as that was my favorite beer. Please, play Even in Death by Evanescence at my funeral. Also, consider playing Death is Not the End by Bob Dillion.
Please, don't grieve too much. I have found peace. Again, I hope to see you again somehow, somewhere, sometime.
It breaks my heart into a million pieces needing to write this.
With love:
Bear
I hope I will move onto another plane of existence and I hope you will one day join me on that plane. If I do move onto another plane, I will miss you so fucking much until I see you again.
Please, donate all viable organs. James and Dad should decide how to divide my possessions. Consider donating whatever you can to charity. The only outstanding debt I had was $300 to the YMCA.
Keep my funeral as cheap as possible. Forego embalming and even a casket. Wrap my mortal coil in a blanket and bury it at Campground Cemetery in Arkansas. However, go all-out for my wake. I suggest serving barbecued ribs as those were my favorite food and German wheat beer as that was my favorite beer. Please, play Even in Death by Evanescence at my funeral. Also, consider playing Death is Not the End by Bob Dillion.
Please, don't grieve too much. I have found peace. Again, I hope to see you again somehow, somewhere, sometime.
It breaks my heart into a million pieces needing to write this.
With love:
Bear
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