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Pallf

I'm tired
May 27, 2018
358
My depressive episodes are triggered by pretty much anything negative being directed at me, like snapping at me for example. The pain is agony level but it takes about an hour to a few hours before I'm ok again. What about you?
 
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Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
330
Recover? I don't believe I've recovered. It's always there.
 
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Jack4230

Jack4230

Lame
Sep 8, 2019
83
For me it comes in waves. I'm always depressed but the severity of it changes. Some weeks are worse than others. The environment also matters a lot. Being at college makes me really depressed due to the stress and the feeling that my most of my friends here aren't that real. Being back home, especially during the summer, I feel a lot better because I like the people there more and there's less stress. Stress is a big factor in why i feel the way I do.
 
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Pallf

I'm tired
May 27, 2018
358
For me it comes in waves. I'm always depressed but the severity of it changes. Some weeks are worse than others. The environment also matters a lot. Being at college makes me really depressed due to the stress and the feeling that my most of my friends here aren't that real. Being back home, especially during the summer, I feel a lot better because I like the people there more and there's less stress. Stress is a big factor in why i feel the way I do.
Same here. I'm in school and it stresses me out and I'm terrified of going deeper into debt. Time away really helps.
 
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Kindly-Anonniii

Kindly-Anonniii

The world spins madly on
Sep 3, 2020
9
There's alot of factors that go into it for myself.
Sometimes it feels like its gone, like I managed to outrun it.
But that's only because I was too focused on something else.
It eventually comes back once I lose my steam and start to calm down.

So I'd say, it really depends on what I'm doing, how busy I am, and how urgent the task I'm doing is.
Sometimes though, it's still present regardless and I won't be able to shake it off for weeks on end.
But, I place faith that I'll be able to shake it off for the time being.
I just don't know how many times I can dance this gentle waltz.
 
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Seiko

Seiko

"Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby."
Jul 9, 2021
167
A few weeks. But I never fully recover; it's always there. But to recover from the lowest absence of dopamine levels, a couple of weeks.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Personally 1-3 days. If it's someone who made me depressed weeks,
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
well, my current depressive episode has been going on for almost a decade now and shows no sign of magically disappearing anytime soon

lol imagine having weeks or months long episodes and then feeling normal again - depression IS my normal 24/7/365
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Don't say a prayer for me now
May 6, 2021
268
I think I've lived in a state of depression for so long that I don't even know if I get better at some point. There are times when my depression is subdued and I'm a little bit more optimistic, but it still there and I know that optimism won't last. The "happy episodes" last from days to two weeks aproximately, and then it goes back to usual.​
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
3 months minimum. The worst depressive episode of my life took over 6 months.
 
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Jacket

Jacket

Member
Oct 13, 2021
37
I am severely depressed and it's not really episodic, but more of a thing that is just always there.
But I have times where my depression spikes very badly, so way above my normal state of depression, and those last anywhere from a few days to a few weeks.
 
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FatalSystemError591

FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
It's hard to say, usually a couple of weeks. I might have one day out of a month where I feel okay and nothing to complain about, and maybe once every six months I will have a day free from my disabilities and I feel "happy enough", but my depression is pretty severe at this point so, it's not necessarily surprising.
 
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drivingaround

drivingaround

Member
Feb 27, 2020
41
I don't think I ever truly recover from my episodes. They seem to come from nowhere and grow slowly for months until I'm in a crisis. Typically end up changing/increasing medication, then have gradual ups and downs for some months, then back down the hill all the way.
 
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