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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
As per title,,,,, How about you?

For me it's been 3 days and I'm feeling good. :happy:

Been eating healthy

@Chupacabra 44 post on healthy diet plays a role
 
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Thrash

Thrash

Member
Nov 21, 2020
26
0.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
Good to hear you're doing better! If there is hope then don't give up fighting! Stay strong :heart:
 
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Sinkinshyp

Sinkinshyp

Paragon
Sep 7, 2020
947
Glad to hear your doing better. Thats awesome!
 
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Garbage Person

Garbage Person

Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
Jan 17, 2020
305
Just one so far, but I'll take it and maybe tomorrow will be okay too.
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
4 days without ctb in my mind.

But my life still sucks though
 
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Pengwin

Pengwin

Member
Nov 9, 2020
31
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Tired_Tired

Student
Nov 25, 2019
158
Environments are important.
 
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VivaldiBR

VivaldiBR

Experienced
Oct 4, 2020
249
My CTB thoughts started 3-4 months ago. I managed to have 5 days in a row twice without ctb idealization and a few scattered days.
And my life stills sucks too.
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
Zero.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Zero, Actually how many minutes without ctb. Same zero
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
For how long have you been having CTB thoughts?
On and off (mainly on) 30 years. To many failed attempts to remember, this time I go for good
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
3 weeks, but now it's kinda back, but it's not as severe and it's off and on
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
849
It is more like how many minuets for me as every free moment I get a barrage of self harm and suicide thoughts.
 
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lost guy

lost guy

Just a guy trying to work things out.
Aug 12, 2020
94
None in a row, but I would guess less than 5 since 1/19/20
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
Goes back to zero :aw:
3 weeks, but now it's kinda back, but it's not as severe and it's off and on
Wow how do you managed up to three weeks?
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
644
Zero. Will do it soon :halo:
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
I think I'm moving towards day one. So far so good.
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
849
every moment between a shitpost is a stream of them.
 
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YukiFox

YukiFox

Pastel demon
Dec 8, 2018
320
My personal record is 3 weeks. But the financial distress trigger that kind of thoughts.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
431
Zero
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
Day one but I'm careful not to put my hopes up though :nomouth:
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
0
But I've got meds and high hopes
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,060
My record was perhaps 2 weeks.
The mother of a friend of mine died recently so I am bad again :aw:.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
This past week was almost everyday. Today I'm kinda okish.
 
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goodbyebunny

goodbyebunny

</3
Oct 19, 2020
105
Zero. For me, I've always had them everyday, since I was very little :(
 
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WinterIsComing

WinterIsComing

Fragile...
May 27, 2019
256
Yesterday and today no. But other days i try to not think about it.
 
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