How many of you are actively trying to check out before New Years?

[PlannedforPeru]

As the title says, how many of you guys are actively planning to CTB before 2025 starts? I'm hoping I can, especially since my birthday is pretty close to it.

 

[Life'sA6itch]

As the title says, how many of you guys are actively planning to CTB before 2025 starts? I'm hoping I can, especially since my birthday is pretty close to it.

I definitely would if I had a method. I want something that would put me out. I wished I was the the vet who recently got his hands on pentobarbital and did his own IV. I have tried different pills 3 different times but nothing happened. Short of a miracle I will be here suffering as usual

 

[Unleashtherain]

I feel at this point I must. Maybe even sooner.

 

[TheHolySword]

God I wish that I could

 

[Shiva_Story]

I certainly do but having issues sourcing pure enough SN.. not sure why the ones i have fail the purity test w aquarium kits

 

[PlannedforPeru]

I certainly do but having issues sourcing pure enough SN.. not sure why the ones i have fail the purity test w aquarium kits

You got yours from DMC or another source?

 

[been__ready]

Yes hoping 2024 will be my last year… it's time.

 

[Unknown21]

Here.

 

[Shiva_Story]

You got yours from DMC or another source?

I got mine from 2 different sources in SE Asia both stating 99% purity on packaging

 

[lebrodude]

Nah I'm here till 2025, then I'll go.
Mind you I said that about 2024
And 2023.

Yet still here !!

 

[Defenestration]

Here or begining of 2025

 

[LostLily]

I come from a very religious family so I don't want to taint the holidays for them

 

[butimbleeding]

Yep

 

[Nobodi]

If I can find out how to order from Dmc but It'll mostly likely be in 2025 not before it. This reality is just trash hopefully I wake up to something beautiful after it's all over. I plan just to fast for 8 hours I'm on Medicare getting the maoi will be a process doctor is kinda of a bitch

 

[natthebrat]

i want to. particularly on dec 22nd as that will be the last day i qualify for the 27 club. thinking about asking a friend who is a pharmacist and a weed user if he could get me some methadone, or if he knows any dealers who sell it. but, i know he'll almost certainly just know exactly what i plan to do with it, and tell my family on me to stop the plan.

 

[arandomname]

i want to. particularly on dec 22nd as that will be the last day i qualify for the 27 club. thinking about asking a friend who is a pharmacist and a weed user if he could get me some methadone, or if he knows any dealers who sell it. but, i know he'll almost certainly just know exactly what i plan to do with it, and tell my family on me to stop the plan.

Was hoping for this as well but couldn't follow through before I turned 28

 

[Tuonetar_]

I'm aiming for next month. I have a few more loose ends to wrap up and one more medication to get my hands on, then I'll be ready to check out.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

I was thinking 31 Dec, but unlikely that I'll have the means. I'm already set to leave my country for good beginning of Jan and I see as a welcome death sentence, leaving behind the nothingness. Well let's see. Either way 2025 will be in a totally different, and unknown world. I'm giving myself till April in the new world.

 

[VisionW0lf]

i want to. particularly on dec 22nd as that will be the last day i qualify for the 27 club. thinking about asking a friend who is a pharmacist and a weed user if he could get me some methadone, or if he knows any dealers who sell it. but, i know he'll almost certainly just know exactly what i plan to do with it, and tell my family on me to stop the plan.

I recently qualified for the 27 club and it just feels like the right time now. I'm thinking about giving it another 2 weeks but I definitely want to go before Christmas.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I wish I could as I am extremely desperate at leaving this place before the year ends due to how badly I am failing at my university course but unfortunately I can't access any suicide methods due to living with extremely strict and controlling parents. If it wasn't for that, I would have brought SN already and tried to kill myself

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

I likely will

 

[hereornot]

Before 2025, i wish....

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

New Year's might be too soon because I won't have time to prepare but I desperately want to be out of here before I turn 31 in late February.

 

[lacustra]

Not new year, but before April. That's when I'll be turning thirty. It's a nightmare.

 

[noname37]

I'm going to wait until after personally

 

[Kitsunekia90]

I would like to but not as much as…if I could have some morphine and pills that make me sleep I would do it right away.

 

[pariah80]

Yes.

 

[NovemberSin]

I want to, if I can get SN in time.