I assume you didn't try it?
On one hand people keep mentioning the protocol, on the other hand we have this thread not to even try test it. I wonder what the difference is (since both seem to work?). I know there is plenty information here, I'm just not in a mood of searching atm, won't be able to do attempt anytime soon anyway
As users are aware, this platform advocates for personal bodily autonomy and supports individuals' rational choices regarding how they wish to live or die. However, there have been recent posts from users who have been "testing" their sodium nitrite (SN) supply—not for the purpose of an actual...
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"I assume you didn't try it?"
Nah it's exactly because of that thread that I won't try/test-ingest. (If you meant that I didn't attempt, nah I haven't attempted either. SI is a helluva c*ckblocker.
"Both seem to work" you mean accidentally ctb from testing? That banks heavily on luck, which is something I don't want to do lol judging by how the rest of my life's been.
I guess the Do Not Test Ingest thread comes from warnings of not being ready to go yet but having to be hospitalised (and risk getting put on suicide watch) but again, it's a guess. So to me it's not a matter of "on one hand.. on the other hand"; it's more hand-in-hand.
plus the reason the protocol exists is to maximise the "peaceful" aspect (though Sasu users report that it's rated 6/10 on the PPH - I only skimmed thru the PPH so i Don't remember much from it myself, most of what I remember is from readin here at SaSu.) there's definitely reports of pain levels (especially from those test+ingesting SN) enough for people to panic and default to SI; calling emergency services
so
@bankai to answer the pain part of it - I suppose it's painful without the proper procedures (benzos to calm anxiety/pass out before pain comes on, antiemetics to reduce stomach cramping that induces vomiting, etc) and some people also report taking painkillers for headaches - but also I'm reducing from what I remember so don't take my word for it. But also, there needs to be consideration of anti-choice trolls so I guess you really won't truly know until you ingest it yourself because ultimately everyone's tolerance is different (yay human bodies ( -_____-" ) )
@CarrotEater I totally understand not having the mental capacity to look it up tho, I too am the same hence I can't even link any sources here and preferring to just go off memory (which in hindsight can't be 100% trusted when compared to actual sources)
Obtaining SN isn't hard here, but all the other stuff seems tedious.
Same, except for me it's nearly impossible for the other stuff (I lived a kind of goody-two-shoes life so I don't even know how to go about getting from alt sources though i wonder I'm from, the underground scene for prescription drugs is alive and well)
Just let me die jfc what a stupid world.
SAME ZOMG UGHH WTF
As I child I used to pray so hard to be taken away (needless to say I don't believe in god anymore lol; still I wonder if devil exist so I can ask them instead
then again I read about SaSu users being lured by satanic cults so I doubt the devil would give a peaceful exit :/ )
Theres movie I watched before where life is currency, though it's a terrible system for underprivileged people who actually WANT to live, at least in that world I can very happily and willingly donate mine to those people, I think it's called "time" or something; nothing to shout about but I loved the concept of being able to give life away so easily
, whose capsules method intrigued me, on his first attempt reported only a slight headache but later revealed that he was already on prescription meds that may have contributed, then indicated that he experienced more discomfort on his second attempt (can't remember now what exactly) which then coincidentally led him to be prescribed benzos which contributed to his final (assumed successful) attempt. other survivors reported various degrees of pain: from "no pain/slight discomfort" to "fucking hurt so bad", but didn't divulge on their preexisting conditions and/or being on any existing prescriptions so it's super hard to study those cases also)
