Method How to commit a silent CTB? - erase my existence

[Seele]

I've been thinking about how to disappear, literally. First, I'm considering the idea of burning my documents. The next step would be to be in a city where no one knows me. However, my biggest dilemma is how to ensure that my body is never found, making me disappear completely, just like in the Bible, where Moses' body simply vanished.

I find myself in this impasse, I've already deleted my photos, my social networks too. I just want to disappear and make it seem like I never existed. The idea of my family watching over my body makes me want to vomit because they never cared and mistreated me to the point that I left home and wandered aimlessly all over the country, they don't deserve to watch over me. And finally time will erase every trace of my passage.

But how do I die without being found? I've thought about going to the woods, but it seems like an idea that the more I think about it, the more mistakes can arise.

 

[SomewhatLoved]

Keep in mind burning documents doesn't mean much nowadays as everything is digital. But if you don't want to be ID'd in death, it can be a good idea to not carry anything identifying (no documents at all).

An interesting idea I saw from another user was that he planned on standing waist-deep in a river and shoot himself. Depending on the speed of the current, your body may be carried away and you may not be found.

 

[Margin3458]

Keep in mind that you also have to leave all your electronics behind when you go out. Especially stuff like your Phone or a Smartwatch since it will make you traceable.

 

[Warlord's Pulse]

Now we are talking. I for one once thought about "vanishing", but it would be impossible as I am indeed very cared by a lot of people; what I can do, however, is make my death a mystery. Will not leave a note; will burn my PC, phone and books; will not directly talk about my suicidal ideations (especially with my parents); will die while alone, in a way that my body would be found only several days after and not even the autopsy would know my dead cause, maybe they can even be in doubt about wheter was a suicide or if I simply "got sick out of nowhere".

Anyway, in your case, die in the woods is an idea, but seems unconfortable

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

I share the sentiment. I just want to disappear as if I never existed. I don't think that's entirely possible. I just want every molecule of me gone like I wasn't even here.

 

[Seele]

Now we are talking. I for one once thought about "vanishing", but it would be impossible as I am indeed very cared by a lot of people; what I can do, however, is make my death a mystery. Will not leave a note; will burn my PC, phone and books; will not directly talk about my suicidal ideations (especially with my parents); will die while alone, in a way that my body would be found only several days after and not even the autopsy would know my dead cause, maybe they can even be in doubt about wheter was a suicide or if I simply "got sick out of nowhere".

Anyway, in your case, die in the woods is an idea, but seems unconfortable

From what I've seen in my country, every 10 years they renew people's registration. For my family, I'm just distant and I don't have many contacts because I avoid them, so if I don't respond anymore they won't consider me missing.
I intend to donate everything I have, and the money saved to some charity, finally I will just leave a text of a few pages for those who want to read it.

 

[NikolaiK]

You could definitely do it in the woods and never be found. Walk right out into a wilderness area, off the beaten track, find a little cave or nook, a fallen over tree that leaves a crater could work, crawl in and seal off the entrance with dirt or stones. You would be gone forever. I live in a pretty built up area and go out in the surrounding woods a lot and never see a soul if i go off the beaten track, people just don't walk off the trails unless they are hunting or something. There are plantations around me where you could crawl for miles under dense rows of trees, no one in there right mind would be travelling through there, only foresters might find you when they cut down the plantation but you would probably be a skeleton by then, some plantations are standing for hundreds of years. But if i was to do it i would still go somewhere like northern scandinavia or russia, and choose an area of the forest that was inaccessible such as cliffs or a very overgrown and bushy area.

The problem is if you walk out into the middle of the wilderness and change your mind you might have a problem unless you are skilled in navigation and are prepared for the journey back. You would have to be sure of your decision and plan it carefully.

 

[Seele]

You could definitely do it in the woods and never be found. Walk right out into a wilderness area, off the beaten track, find a little cave or nook, a fallen over tree that leaves a crater could work, crawl in and seal off the entrance with dirt or stones. You would be gone forever. I live in a pretty built up area and go out in the surrounding woods a lot and never see a soul if i go off the beaten track, people just don't walk off the trails unless they are hunting or something. There are plantations around me where you could crawl for miles under dense rows of trees, no one in there right mind would be travelling through there, only foresters would find you when they cut down the plantation but you would probably be a skeleton by then and you could partially bury yourself to evade being found, some plantations are standing for hundreds of years. But if i was to do it i would still go somewhere like northern scandinavia or russia, and choose an area of the forest that was inaccessible such as cliffs or a very overgrown and bushy area.

The problem is if you walk out into the middle of the wilderness and change your mind you might have a problem unless you are skilled in navigation and are prepared for the journey back. You would have to be sure of your decision and plan it carefully.

Don't worry about it, it's too late, it's too late to go back, I've reached a point of no return, I've burned the bridge, there's no way back. I've destroyed friendships so that they don't care about me, I've deleted everything. All that's left is to make my body disappear.

 

[Hollowman]

If you live by a deep body of water weighing yourself down and going to the bottom.

 

[NikolaiK]

Don't worry about it, it's too late, it's too late to go back, I've reached a point of no return, I've burned the bridge, there's no way back. I've destroyed friendships so that they don't care about me, I've deleted everything. All that's left is to make my body disappear.

i'm the same

If you live by a deep body of water weighing yourself down and going to the bottom.

make sure you're not wearing shoes or your feet float to the top and wash up on shore when sea creatures eat your ankles

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

I've been thinking about how to disappear, literally. First, I'm considering the idea of burning my documents. The next step would be to be in a city where no one knows me. However, my biggest dilemma is how to ensure that my body is never found, making me disappear completely, just like in the Bible, where Moses' body simply vanished.

I find myself in this impasse, I've already deleted my photos, my social networks too. I just want to disappear and make it seem like I never existed. The idea of my family watching over my body makes me want to vomit because they never cared and mistreated me to the point that I left home and wandered aimlessly all over the country, they don't deserve to watch over me. And finally time will erase every trace of my passage.

But how do I die without being found? I've thought about going to the woods, but it seems like an idea that the more I think about it, the more mistakes can arise.

You are thinking what I've thought in the past. My parents hated me, and despite the fact that my brother was into drugs and had criminal convictions, I was the black sheep of the family, and my brother "had a good head on his shoulder", my mother's actual words to me. Suffice to say I left home, as I couldn't cope with the abuse, I wanted to disappear, and end my life in such a way that my body would never be found. Going to the woods has always been my idea, but woodland is owned and worked by people. So, chances are, you would be found eventually.