rottenandabused
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- Dec 3, 2024
- 5
This is my first post in the entire site, so I apologize if I'm doing things wrong.
I'm bipolar, or manic-depressive in other words. I was off my meds for two weeks in November, so eventually I got depressed and had CTB ideation.
The thing is, my friends don't seem to notice at all (even though I allowed myself show warning signs for someone to reach out to me). I'm no longer interested in what made me happy, I stopped going to school and when I actually did go, I never really talked unless I was spoken to.
I decided to change onto virtual classes so I don't feel like 'that' kid in every classroom; but none my of friends have reached out to me at all.
I'm in need of advice here. I don't know if I should take the first step myself and talk to them, or if I should take this as what it is: maybe I just can't count on my friends for this depressive episode.
I'm bipolar, or manic-depressive in other words. I was off my meds for two weeks in November, so eventually I got depressed and had CTB ideation.
The thing is, my friends don't seem to notice at all (even though I allowed myself show warning signs for someone to reach out to me). I'm no longer interested in what made me happy, I stopped going to school and when I actually did go, I never really talked unless I was spoken to.
I decided to change onto virtual classes so I don't feel like 'that' kid in every classroom; but none my of friends have reached out to me at all.
I'm in need of advice here. I don't know if I should take the first step myself and talk to them, or if I should take this as what it is: maybe I just can't count on my friends for this depressive episode.