endless-void
Void
- Jul 31, 2023
- 45
Lately I´ve been down and everything irritates/frustrates me; specially the things I love the most. I don´t know why and I don´t know how to deal with this. I can´t sleep. I eat too much. I have so much anger inside me that I can´t express. So many things I want to do but can´t because I can´t concentrate. I feel so disconnected from reality. So I get frustrated. And that frustration turns into hatred against myself and others. So I hurt myself and I hurt the people around me. But I don´t know what´s wrong so I don´t know what to do to change this. I should be doing fine now that I don´t live with my parents and have a boyfriend but I haven´t been this miserable in months. What the hell is wrong with me?