stormrOzzy
Member
- Apr 8, 2019
- 35
There was a time when I was very depressed, I had fits of anger, I cried and punched the wall, I threw myself on the floor, I screamed.
But I knew where I was, what I felt and who I was...
In 2021 my brother committed suicide and I wasn't around to try to be his support, so that sunk me into the abyss from which I can't get out.
Now I smoke marijuana every day, I don't know who I am, what I feel, I'm always in the past and the future, I'm never in the present.
I feel angry every day, I'm addicted to masturbating and watching pornography, that's what relieves anxiety and stress.
But I knew where I was, what I felt and who I was...
In 2021 my brother committed suicide and I wasn't around to try to be his support, so that sunk me into the abyss from which I can't get out.
Now I smoke marijuana every day, I don't know who I am, what I feel, I'm always in the past and the future, I'm never in the present.
I feel angry every day, I'm addicted to masturbating and watching pornography, that's what relieves anxiety and stress.
